I waited for all the students to get out of the college before I go home because I couldn't bear anymore insults. Once home, I threw my bag on the sofa and ran to my room when my mom stopped me;
"Mia¿cómo era la escuela?( how was school?)
"como siempre."( as usual) I replied.
"Mia since morning you have been behaving rudely. I care for you so much and you..."
"Wait what? Care? Where was your caring and loving side when you left me and dad two years ago? You knew how this world is cruel but you left us alone. Instead you were there, having an affair with him. Dad was so depressed and worried but what you did? Nothing! You were just chilling and having a glass of wine of your own.
So do me a favour mom.. next time don't pester me with your stupid caring and sympathy side because I know deep inside you still feel guilty for what you did and I will make sure that you still regret this till the end. Instead mother don't ask me such questions because you will be ashamed of your disgusted side as well as me." My eyes were full of tears and deep inside I was so hurt that I couldn't even look at my mom.
Have it ever happened when you think that for a second everything will be fine but the next minute you see everything have turned worse than before well in this case I'm feeling like that. I used to think that maybe one day I will build my own self made status and have a good life like others but after what happened today it seems like my whole life and self esteem has been destroyed like broken glasses where everything is unrepairable. It looks like I don't have my own life. Everyone compares me to my mother but don't see my abilities. My life is just like a living hell.
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Hey guys! So here's the thing; I used to have another book called My bestfriend but I rarely update it so if you used to read it which now you can't, I'm going to merge it together in this story to make it more interesting. So you might see some scenes which was in the previous book and don't worry I'm trying to add some plots and more characters in this so stay tune. Byee
