Everything feels worthless, I feel restless and all the things around me seems wrong. Since childhood everyone that I loved were taken away from me first my dad then jenna. I guess the one we love don't last long. But do I deserve this?
Next morning went as usual. The blazing sun, stupid alarm, mom and my depression. As soon as I finished my breakfast, I took my bicycle, plug in my earphone and went off.
She just want to be,
"Beautiful she goes,"
"Unnoticed, she knows,"
"No limits she craves,"
"Attention, she praises,"
"An image she prays to be,"
Sculpted by the sculptor
Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara
They are not just lines of a song but also my fears. A fear that can never be changed nor erased. I entered the school with all the students laughing and joking around again.
Ignoring, I continued my way to my class when suddenly I couldn't hear any voice or sound. I looked around and saw everyone talking with their mouth still moving but neither a sound was coming out nor I was hearing anything.
I was so scared that I had a strange feeling but not like the bad feelings, this one felt... deep like a strong emotion. My heart was beating so fast as if all my blood rushed to my heart. As I turned, I saw a face... a face familiar.
I kept on admiring and admiring..
"Hello?"
Still admiring...
"Helloo.. are you okay?" He shaked my shoulder bringing me back into reality.
"Uh? yes yes I'm..I'm sorry"
He looked down and smiled, looking back at me with his light brown eyes.
"You are stuttering princess" he replied with a mischievous smirk.
And here we go, everything return back to normal as before the loud speaking, laughters and the same shit again and again ughh!
"I'm.. not your princess so don't call me that and excuse me" I quickly replied and ran away.
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Heyy! Hmm a new boy but who is he? Is he someone she know? Stay tune to know byeee
