I came home all drenched from the heavy rain. I took a hot shower and went downstairs for dinner. After dinner, I had a few homework to do so I did that and went to sleep but the weirdest thing was that I was asleep usually I'm always up because of my anxiety and depression pressures but I slept and I slept like a baby.
I woke up early than usual, made breakfast for my mom before she wakes up. You might think that I hate my mom and don't bother about her. Yes I hate her but she's my mom and I might sound rude but I still think about my dad remembering my mom's action and I feel bad that's why I need space.
What my mom did is unforgettable but maybe one day, dad will get justice and probably that's the day my mom will be forgave. But right now all I want is to be somewhere, where everything feels right, no pressure, no issues and most certainly peace.
I reached school earlier. I went to class and decided to revise until the bell rings for the first period. The first period went pretty well but that stupid Aiden kept on staring at me during the whole class like a freak.."freaky Aiden"
As soon as the bell rang, I packed my bag and quickly rushed outside. Suddenly a big and muscular hand hold my wrist," hey lets have lunch " a husky voice whispered in my ears. To my horror as I turned, there stood Aiden with one hand in his pocket and one holding my hands.
He kept on staring and for some reasons that made me kind of uncomfortable.
"Sorry but I can't ..my.. friends are waiting for me." Which was totally fake because I have no friends but I had to say that to get rid of him. I removed my hands from his and walked away quickly.
"But hey..wait ..." he kept on talking but I didn't stopped.
My mom wasn't there when I came home so I did the laundry. My mom came home quite late and drunk. I became used to that for the past years. She came home drunk and i used to take her to her room and she blabbered about how her life sucks and everything and so did happened tonight. She talked about how she feels lonely and sad.
" Mia, Mia baby you don't know how much I love you and worried for you. I..I know you will never forgive me but I need you to know that..this was ..was not my fault" she said coughing. Before I could speak ,she was already asleep.
I closed her door and went into my room. "What does she mean by not her fault? " I thought to myself. Somehow I was worried for my mom because sometimes I feel scared. If her drinking everyday continues, something might happen to her and I'm scared to lose her. I already have lost the person I loved the most in this world and I can't imagine losing anyone again. I want my mom to be independent and self reliable instead of trying to get into men's pants.
One time a man even got into our house and tried to rape my mom and I but luckily we managed to call the police and get him out. The world is cruel and dangerous and the more you wanna get out of it, the more it will swallow you.
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Heyy guys new chapter. A bit late but I hope you guys enjoy it✌
