Defending myself and comming clean.

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******YOUR P.O.V *********

i gulped down the lump in my throat as i saw big rob.He had his hands in fist and i know why.

"What the hell do you want? "he asked.

"I want you to know some things.1.mila and i are strictly friends,"i said

"Friends? "Mila asked.

"No bestfriends. 2.i fucking love those lil Angelina Jolie and lil jennifer Lopez. "I said.

"What about your fucking games?"he asked.

"Okay what the hell are we talking about?"mila asked.

"I play games.i toy with this girl who toys with me.were fbs."i said.

"Is this true?"my heart droped. My smile turned to a frown it was ally i nodded my head and felt tears wail up in my eyes.i turned around and our eyes met.

"Okay ally im comming clean.I play games i have a friend with benifits.we use each other for sex and nothing else.I dont need to have sex i need that friend to be just a friend and she knows that.I hate using people im going to stop just for a chance to be in love with two beautiful ladies.i know im a bad person but i hope you can see past it,"i said.

"Y/n i dont know if I can trust you,"ally said. I nodded my head they need to know my bigest secret.

"Wow ally dont fucking say that.you trust her because she has your heart.how do i know because she has mine too.so dont say you dont know you already have trusted her without realising it,"Lauren said.

"I have another secret to tell you guys,"i said.they girls lined up in front of me except for mila who still had my hand.

"Mila do you mind goinh over with the other girls,"i asked.she nodded and said,"whatever it is i except you because i need my tedy bear. "

"Well i dont exactly know how to say this but let me start off wiyh an apolgy.Im so sorry.i dont have power over this i cant control it.it ks just how i was born,"i said fiddling with my fingers.

"We know your gay,"dinah said.

"Thats true but theres something else,"i said.

"Oh my fucking god just tell them,"kate said.

" well i uh wellmi um have uh a um male organism,"i said hopping they didnt know what i meant.

"Damn bro you have a dick!!!Thats so cool.How big is it?"Dinah siad playfully.Ally walked behin dinah and slapped the back of her head.

"Do you really want to know??"i asked.Dinah nodded causing Mila,Kate,and Moni to erupt in laughs.Ally slapped her head again.I wasnt ashamed of my size but it wasnt the best.

"I uh well thats personal but ill let you in i have a 10 inch,"i said.I saw lauren's eyes widen and i smirked to myself.I looked at ally and she had her mouth wide open.

Big rob grabed me aain and took me away from the girls.He looked into my eyes and i swalled the lump in my throat as his fist colided with my face.It stung like hell but i wont cry.

"BIG ROB dont you fucking lay another finger on her,"Ally said.Big rob gasped because the swear word from ally.Ally was really hot when she said this.

"YEAH BIG ROB CANT YOU FUCKING STOP!!!WE LOVE Y/N AND SHE STOLE OUR HEARTS AND YOUR BEATING HER UP!OKAY!!!YOU DO THIS TO HER JUST BECAUSE SHE IS A GIRL THAT HAS A DICK!!!!!OH MY FUCKING GOD YOUR SEXEST BECAUSE YOU NEVER DO THAT TO AUSTIN!!!YOUR SO  MEAN TO HER AND YOU ACT RUDE TO HER AND WHY?I DONT KNOW.EVERYTIME I SEE MILA AND AUSTIN I WANT TO PUCKE AND ACK LIKE A BITCH BUT DO I NO!I KEEP MY COOL!"Lauren yelled and to tell you the truth that turned me on.You would think i was ling but i wasnt!!I looked down to check and sure enough it was at attention.It was painful though because of my tight pants.i covered it with my hands and some of my arms.Ihope no one would notice.Lauren beautiful green eyes met mine;she looked at where my hands were and smirked.Her eyes met mine but they were grey instead of green.

"IM NOT FUCKING SEXEST I JUST DONT TRUST THAT GIRL!!!!"He said clearly ticked off.

"SO DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!"lAUREN SAiD.She walked ove to me overly swaying her perfect hips.She got close to my ear and wispered while hugging me,"get rid of it or ill help you."My hands dropped to my sides as laurenhugged me.

"im so scared i have to uh pee,"i said.Lauren let go off me.

"ill take you,"mila grabbed my hand and plled me around a few corners.We reached the ladies room and she let go of my hand.

"okay im sorry for not telling you about austin.i know i should have ecause you are my teddy bear but i couldnt because i like kate and thats bad!! I-"mila said way to fast.

"wow calm down mila.Its fine do what ever makes you happy,"i said.

"oh thank god!!!Okay go take care of that hard on girl,"mila said kissing my cheeck.My face flushed in embarasment.I walked into the restroom and locked the door.I started to calm myself down.

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I was done with calming my self down i didnt jerk off.EW no!I washed my hands and opened the door revealing on of the godesses that rule my heart.

"Aww i wanted to help!!!"Lauren said.

"uh no!!"

"Hey cant blame a girl for tryin,"she said.

"where is mila?"i asked.

"With austin,"she replied.She grabbed my hand giving me butterflies and started walking.

"okay who is this austin guy i want to meet him?"i said.

"he is a guy that allowed the vamps and us to be on his tour.But i hate this guy with a passion.He is a justin beiber wanna be and i just hope that she doesnt get her first kiss from him,"she said.

"EWWWW.he sounds horrible!!Well he better not break mila's heart of so help me he would have a vagina,"I said truthfully.

"Im started to think you like mila,"she said.

"NO!I mean yeah mila is hot but she is so innocent i couldnt be able equal with her.Dont get me wrong innocence is hot but she has a lil too much but i love that teddy bear of mine,"i said.

"Oh,"she said as we walked into the girls dressing room.

"Yo dawg i didnt tell you but i accept you.1-because you hella awsome and 2-your my homie!!!"She said.

I smiled a her and i looked at moni.

"Yo bruh i accept my texas bud."she said.Laurn let go of my hand knowing that i needed to talk to my ally.I walked over to her and smiled.

"Y/n i still love you.Your special but you're still you.Thats all that matters,"she said.She pulled my head down connecting our lips in a passonite kiss.I of course kiss bac.She pulled away and told me to find mila.

I was in search of her i came to the door that said swaggy mahome.Who the hell calls themself that?I twisted the door knob and to revial my fear.Mila and his lips were inches away.I grabbed mila's hand and pulled her out of the room.

"Y/-"I cupped her cheecks and connected our lips in a passionte kiss.I couldnt let her give him her innocent kiss.She pulled back at the same time of me.

A/N 

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