Emotions and breakdown

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*your p.o.v.*

"Okay so my two ease droppers i need your help.Im confused i like both Ally and Lauren,"I said letting my head hang down.

"Okay.First look up girl no need to be sad im here for you but if you break them im going to poly beat yo Ass!!!Im all in for team Lauren!!!"Dj said.

"Okay how bout you manibear?"I asked.

"Well im sorry to put you in a bad predicament but im all for team Ally,"She said.

"Damn it!Im mean dang!!!"I said shaking my hea.There is one more person i can ask.

"MILLLLLLAAAAAAAAA!!! I NEED YOU!!!!!!"i yelled.The door slams open after a while and i hear a panting camila.She walks up to me and lays a hand on my shoulder.The door closes behind her.

"Yes?"She asked.

"I need help i like both,"i said trailing off.

"Ally,"dinah completed.

"And Lauren,"i said.

"Oh.I get it my teddy bear.Okay what i say is not going to help you alot.Okay im all for team whoever makes your heart beat and makes you happy.If thats none than thats none and if its both then both."She said laying her other hand on my ther shoulder.

"But that doesnt help me,"I said feeling my heart break.

"Which one do you love?"She asked.

"I need help i love both,"i said trailing off.My eyes instantly watered with that one word love.I havent said that word since her.My thoughts were getting in my way i heard mila say,"dont cry!!!!".I couldnt respond i had to get rid of this horrible thing.I felt my tears creat a river on my face.It all started in high school it was a normal day.I was hanging out with Ann my bestfrien.I was heading to encounters and her to chior.

"Guess what?"She asked me.

"You are my best friend,"I randomely said.

"Yes,but not that i have a new boyfriend."She said.I rolled my eyes she just got out of a relationship how could she get into a new one?

"Shut up i know what you are thinking,"she said stoping in front of me.I gave her a hug as usuall and she walked into the door.I smiled to myself and contiued to walk on.I hit someone.

"Ow sh-"i stopped in mid word because my breath was takin away by a beautiful girl in glasses.

"Im so sorry,"she said.I shook my head and picked up her books for her.I offered my free hand to her and she took it.

"You dont have to,"she said.

"I want to,"i said.

"Ill even walk you to class.Who do you have?"I asked.

"Oh i have a teacher named Ms.Perez?"She said.My heart quickened i had that class.

"Well its weird we have the same teacher."I said.

"well thats good,"she said.

"Watch out glasses your going to get hurt,"I said grabbing her quickly.She hid herself into me.I felt my blood boil in anger.

"WATCH OUT YOU STUPID ASS FOOTBALL PEA BRAIN PLAYERS!!!!!"i yelled i felt wet on my shirt oh shit she is crying.I looked down at her and said softley,"Im sorry are you okay?"

"Yeah lets get to class,"She said her brown eyes burning into mine i new i was guna fall for her.

Once we got to class she sat by me i learned her name was Angelica but to call her Angel and shee was gay.I was so happy.Later that day i asked her out and she said yes.My heart break didnt happen untill Seven months later.I was about to meet her at encounters.I had to pee so i went to the restroom.What i saw broke me for everything i was it was Angel her glasses were oggy and her lips attached to Ann's.My heart broke that day i didnt have to pee anymore so i ran to encounters and sat by my other friend and cried there.She came in and i told mY friend to break up with her for me.The last thing i text her was i LOVE YOU!!

"Y/N!!"I hear Lauren say?I heard my breathing it was too fast i was having anxiety attack.I had to calm mysef down.My memories of her died down and i was met with two pairs of eyes both of them the ones i have became quite found of.

"y/N!!Can you here me,"I hear ally ask.

I nodded my head and they both had ther hands on me.One left it was Lauren she came back with a water bottel.

"Here sip this,"I took a sip and my vision was now perfect.I was on the floor?Probably from sobbing.

"Were is kate?"I aked.

"Wow calm down."ally said.

"Nice to know you care about us."Lauren said.

"Y/n what happened?"my bestfriend's sister asked in the doorway.

"Well i was saying tha i loved Ally and Lauren,"I said.my eyes widened at what i just said how could i do that?

"Is this true?"Lauren aked.I nodded.

'Well i feel the same way,"she said.

"Well i wanted to ask you guy would you go o a date with me?"I asked.I saw Ally and lauren shake there head.My heart dropped i jumped up and felt my eyes start to feel up with tears.

"Oh um kay can you like explain?"I asked.Neither of them answered me.I noddeed and started to walk to the door.

"Wait Y/n they cant we are on tour,"I heard Mila say.

"Thanks for answering me mila can i uh have a hug?"I asked.

"Yeah of course"mila siad wrapping her hands around my Kneck and mine around her waist.I liked mila's warmth.I opened my eyes and saw Ally's eyes were red from crying and i felt bad.

I broke the hug.

"Come here Ally,I will fight for you if i have to.I will wait untill you guys need me,"i said as Ally was right in front of me.I hugged her and then i broke the hug and gave her a kiss which she returned right away.She pulled back and smiled at me.

"Hey weres mine????"Lauren asked with a pout.

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