Lily Rose

Chapter 4

I sucked in a sharp breath when I caught sight of Wayne's shoes in the entrance of the living room. Instantly a lump formed at the back of my throat, fear preventing me from moving or speaking.

"Hey Wayne how have you been?" I hear Lewis ask besides me. I immediatly prayed that he wouldn't get any closer to me then he is now. I just sat very still, hoping if I dont move I wouldn't draw much attention to myself. My breathing became very shallow as I stared in one spot on the floor.

"Yeah been good I just popped round quickly to say hello and give this letter to Louise" I heard Wayne's deep, coarse voice speak which immediately made me freeze up and caused sparks of fear shoot throughout my body. I suddenly couldn't breath normally as my mind wondered what letter that could be. Is it more lies about me?

"Hey Lily how are you?" I heard the dreaded question. Goosebumps abruptly covered my body as I tried to stop my hands from shaking in terror.

"I've been good thank you" I could barely force the words out my mouth as I try to control my rapid breathing.

"Good. I'll be seeing you next week wont I" I hear him say. I could almost picture the devilish smirk covering his face right now. I sucked in a deep breath and try to tell myself that the boys are here and therefore I am safe. He wouldn't do anything to hurt me infront of them.

I could hear the muffled voice of Harry asking Wayne something but I was so terrified and on the verge of a panic attack that I couldn't make out what was said. All I could feel was my own pounding of my heart and all I could hear was this terrible ringing in my ear.

I couldn't stay in there any longer. Not with him in the room...

Before I could think twice I shouted excuse me whilst running as fast as I could into my room. I didn't waste a second before locking my door and collapsing on my bed. I couldn't help the ache in my heart I felt at that moment. I felt horrible, so empty and worthless. How can someone so evil mask who they really are. How can no see it?

I sob into my pillows for hours on end, just wishing I had someone to help me. Someone who could see past my and everyone's lies.

I need a saviour was my last thought before my exhausted mind and scarred heart fell into a deep peaceful slumber.

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"Lily" I hear a soft voice say as I'm slowly awakened from my slumber. I bury my face into my fluffy pink pillows. I groaned into them annoyed as I didn't want to wake up and go back to school.

"Lily!" I hear a male voice repeat itself, this time louder as he nudges my shoulder. Unwillingly I peeled my left eye open to see who's invading my peaceful slumber. Aden was stood right besides my bed. He was dressed in light blue jeans and a grey jumper. I wondered what time it was. I pulled my phone out underneath the many pillows I have to see its only 7am. Why was he dressed at this time I thought.

"Come on Lily you have school today" Aden said before I even said anything. He put his hand on my shoulder and shook me awake as I refused to get up. I groaned, knowing it was school again today just killed me inside. Another day of torment.

"I'm up" I mumbled into my pillow, forcing my bed head up.

I saw Aden standing besides my bed, smiling friendly down at me. I smiled back as I moved the mess of my hair out my bland face. I forcefully got myself up and started straightening my bedding and pillows out. For some reason, I love making my bed, just makes my room look more clean and gets me ready for the day.

"Breakfast is going to be ready soon, so pop down when you're ready. Oh and your mum went to work, and Gemma is out somewhere so its just us lot" Aden informed me walking out of my room, I just quickly nodded my head and walked into my ensuite bathroom.