i hate life so much. i have all these friends and i don't feel comfortable talking to any of them about what goes on in my head because it's fucked up. i don't talk to people. i don't want to make any friends. i have a friend who just doesn't talk to me. at first i thought it was because they're busy but they make time to talk to other people and just avoid me for hours. i have no hope no will to live. i want to just drop dead i can't do this anymore. there's no light at the end of the tunnel it's just pitch black. i feel empty. if you know how to kill your self please comment <3
