Clubhouse (beverly marsh x fem reader)

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When y/n gets mad or upset it wouldn't be like when she insults her friends or yells at them, because she's just joking really.

No, when she gets mad or upset you can feel and see it, she doesn't talk and she likes to be left alone in fear of accidentally blowing up at the people she cares about most.

So there y/n had sat, in her room and sighed, putting the book she was reading down, too upset to read it.

"Ugh!" She groaned angry at pretty much everything around her now. It wasn't the book's fault of course, she just didn't want to read it now.

She couldn't believe this would ever happen so she fell asleep, hoping it would improve her mood so she could continue thinking on what to do next. If she tried to think when angry she would probably just go attack Bill and she wasn't confrontational a lot. Not towards her friends, or one who she thought was..

She began to dream, or maybe it would be a nightmare, it was too early to tell..

Y/n had woken up in Derry but there was something different about it. She tried to find someone, anyone. So ran to Beverly's apartment and climbed in her window after going up the fire escape.

"Bev! Hey, are you here?" She looked around her girlfriend's room. It was odd here.

She's no where to be seen, she thought walking through the rest of the small apartment.

She went to the quarry and the losers clubhouse. No one. Hmm okay..

She went to the rest of the losers houses one by one. Soon she got to Eddie's.

His mom was there as y/n gently knocked on their front screen door. It opened with a slight creak noise. So she kinda entered. Hey, this is important..

"Hi, Mrs. Kasprak. Is Eddie here?" Y/n asked hoping he'd be well.. anywhere.

This was a nightmare for sure but it felt real to y/n.

"No. He's gone. All of them are gone!"

What the hell did she eat for breakfast..?

"W-what do you mean?" She slowly made her way to her friend's mother. Was she having another freak out again?

Mrs. Kasprak opened her eyes and they were pitch black, she blinked and then, they were red.

"They don't care about you. You know, she'd be better off with him." She laughed and her voice sounded elctronic and high pitched.

Then, Mrs. Kasprak jumped out of her recliner at y/n and y/n screamed.

Then, she woke up, her whole body drenched in a cold sweat, her heart pounding almost out of her chest and she was terrified and had to remind herself it wasn't real.

After calming down a bit, she breathed out again and decided to shower. Being sweaty isn't fun.

Once she finished and did what she needed to, she got changed and went to find her friends. Bill specifically.

They all sat together at the quarry and no one really spoke, a few of them skipping rocks across the lake water, Eddie was never good at it.

"Just wait! I'll get it! Then, I'll beat your score!" He declared, taking out his inhaler.

None of them noticed y/n walked near them, as she entered through a different way.

Bill sighed.

"T-Things are so m-much more fun with her a-around. I'm an idiot." He threw a rock agressively in the lake.

You walked to Bill and no one spoke.

You grabbed his wrist and pulled him up making him follow you as you kept walking, once you were a bit away from everyone, you stopped and let go of him.

"I forgive you. Do not do it again." He gulped and slowly nodded.

"I-I won't! I p-p-promise."

You walked away from him and he ran after you.

"Wait! S-so, are we f-friends again? Do you f-forgive me?" He asked hopefully.

"Yeah." You smiled at him causing him to looked relieved and you sat in front of Bev who was sitting on a flat rock on the ground. She began to play with your hair, grinning happy to see you.

"I had a nightmare. None of you were there and it was horrible. Eddie's mom made me realize something."

Richie let out a laugh.

"We weren't there but his mom was?! Oh my god, y/n. What dreams are you having?" He smirked and Bev hit his arm.

"Sorry" he mumbled, rubbing his arm.

"She said you don't care about me and Bev would be better off with Bill."

"That's not true!"

"I-it isn't."

They all agreed and Mike hugged you, followed by Ben.

You couldn't help but sigh.

"I'm glad. Being without you guys sucked." You chuckled and closed your eyes, enjoying summers warm breeze.

"So what Eddie's mom do next?"

"She attacked me." You smiled, laughing at the thought of someone so lazy getting out of her seat to attack you as Bev said something about her not letting that happen.

"No way! Eddie's mom actually moved?! No wonder it was a nightmare."

"Richie shut up!"

"You know you love me."

"I love you losers." You laughed at them.

You were all like family, well not you and Bev, because that'd be weird..

They all jokingly argued over who you loved the most and Bev laughed at them being dumb.

"Well it's me of course, right y/n?"

"Duh." You grinned as she moved and kissed your forehead and she played with your hair still.