Trigger warning:mention of ptsd flashbacks, and suicide, within the chapter. Stay safe!
Franks POV:
It's been a few months, and I don't know how to feel. Gerard has been acting really strange lately. I've been having to shake him awake a lot, because of nightmares. He's been absolutely paranoid lately, and just not really...himself at all. I don't want to ask questions because I don't know, I'm afraid he might hate me if I do.
"Frankie, why would he do this to me" he muttered sleepily.
"Gee, Gerard, wake up", I shouted, shaking him.
"Oh, sorry Frank I uh...didn't mean to scare you"
"Another nightmare?"
"Yeah"
"Gee," I said holding his face, " what happens in those dreams?"
He looked down as I asked.
"Flashbacks, going back to my first boyfriend, Bert, I remember the call... when I found out he uh.. k-killed himself, and when you tried to uh.. kill yourself", he trailed off a bit at the end.
"B-but it doesn't matter, we should probably head to-"
"It does matter, because that can be dangerous", I said, cutting him off.
"I'm not okay, am I?"
We stayed silent for the rest of the morning.
Sorry about how short this was, and how cringy it was, but hey, hope you enjoyed anyway. Uh...bye for now.
-glitterfarts102
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