my best mistake~jaden h.

part 29

Jaden was tired of talking about his past, he knew he was going to have to explain his scars to Maya but it doesn't make it easier. it's like re living something over and over again trying to figure out what you could have done better. Jaden just knows there's nothing better he could have done.

even if he tried to change certain thing, people were still going to die. which did help knowing he couldn't do anything. The nights he would stay awake trying to figure what he could have done and what he should have fixed. Those nights when he would wake up in a cold sweat cause he thought of the people he loved dying.

the people who saved him from dying, the people who had kids and family members waiting for them to come home. he couldn't stop thinking that if it was him maybe  just maybe they would still be here. That the parents wouldn't be childless and the kids wouldn't be fatherless.

The truth is Jaden didn't know why he didn't die that day. Even if he was only 19 there was so many people who deserved to live then him. That night when 3 bullets went threw his body he should have been dead. he should have died and he hated knowing that natalie, Dovia, Jake and so many more agents.

died just with one bullet, the thought still runs threw his head. what he could have done, what he should have done. What he did know was that he got a second chance, a chance with maya. That he wasn't going to waist. he wasn't gonna spend his days obsessed with the past.

he was gonna focus on the future, his life with maya that he knew he needed. what he didn't know was maya needed him too. " you asshole where's my underwear?" maya said and i smiled running behind the couch holding her underwear in my back pocket.
" i don't know what your talking about?" i said smiling knowing exactly what i've done.

she rolled her eyes and smiled, " Jaden i have to go! i have that interview remember, you know with that manager!" she said trying to take a step closer to me with only my shirt and bra on. i bit my lip knowing if she moves the shirt will go up. " it's to become a bartender i think you could do better." i said smirking knowing she's pissed.

she started moving closer to me and started walking in the opposite direction. she started laughing knowing i wasn't going to give this to her. " i guess i'm gonna have to go without underwear." she giggled running into the bedroom.

oh god no, i ran after her into the bedroom before she could shut it on me. i grabbed her waist and body slamming her onto the bed. she giggled as i ran my fingers down her body. " your gorgeous." i said keeping my eyes on her skin. the way her stretch marks layer over her body makes me smile.

i trace my fingers over them and she whines, i know she doesn't like them. somehow that makes me love them even more. They define her for the way she is, for what she's been threw. i kissed her skin all the way down her stomach and to her inner thigh. "Jaden." she whimpered and i smiled knowing she has to leave.

i got up and walked over to her drawer knowing she'll have some form of toy. i smiled seeing something that i knew i liked. the one thing i used when i wanted to piss her off. " what are you doing." she whimpered as she was about to get up. i walked over to with the vibrator in my hand.

" open." i said without waiting i opened her legs and traced my hands down her slit. she moaned a i moved my fingers over her slowly. Making her aggravated she tried to move my hands but i pulled away making her sigh from loss of touch. god i love having this affect on her.

i grabbed the small vibrator and slowly inserted it into her. she whined knowing it wasn't my fingers, i turned it on as the lowest setting making her start to roll her eyes to the back of her head. i grabbed the underwear in my back pocket and pulled them threw her legs. she lifted her butt up so i could get them past her thighs.

" every 10 mins i turn this up. if your not drenched when you come back, we're gonna have problems." i said grabbing her hips as she nodded her head. " understand?" i repeated wanting to hear her speak.
she swallowed the hole in her throat and spoke. " got it." she said quite but still beautiful.

she got up putting pants on and changing her shirt in front of me. just to be asshole i pushed 2 making her flinch and grabbing onto her door. i smirked walking into the living room. i heard- the door shut leaving me home alone. i looked at the clock noting the time.

she's mine.