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It's already past 12 at nakatunganga pa rin ako sa kisame. Kakatapos ko palang maligo pero hindi pa rin ako nagsusuklay.

Suklay? wuz dat? uso ba yan?

Habang panay muni-muni nagulantang na lamang ako ng biglang tumunong ang aking cellphone. Hindi ko nga mala na-mute kaya panay tunog.

Macey: Ready ka na ba?

Jusmiyo itong babaitang ito talagang pinaalala pa. Nahihiya ako sa susuotin ko mamaya para sa foundation ng school .

It's kinda a foundation ball pero semi-formal nga lang. No gown and suits wearing which basically I'm not used to so medyo okay na tong maka dress.

Ako: Nahihiya ako sa damit ko

Agad niya naman akong rineplyan. Kung siya sobrang excited ako hindi kahit sabihin na nating inaya ako ni Seth. Okay na kami, sinabi niya na sakin lahat pero hindi ko parin mapigilang ma-guilty kahit sinabi niyang wala akong kinalaman

I wasn't the type whose confident about their body. I hide my curves and shape through wearing loose tee or oversized. It's better that way. I don't have enough body confidence but hense I don't feel insecure towards my body. This is my own body, my own rule and say.

I finally decided to change clothes kasi nakakahiya namang magpa-late ako buti sana kung ako lang kaso by partner. Eh partner ko si Seth na early bird.

I chatted Macey first and she informed me na bilisan ko na. I was chatting her while putting my dress on.

I am currently wearing a yellow mustard mini dress with a floral print on it. I'm not really a fan of yellow pero ito lang kasi ang available na color ng dress at medyo okay na kesa dun sa iba.

I was about to wear my flat shoes on when my phone beeped again. I look at it to see that Seth messaged me.

Seth: Where r u?

I immediately replied saying I'm still putting my shoes on but he replied with another one that make my heart raised.

Seth: I'm outside

Dali dali akong nagsuklay at kinuha ang bag na gagamitin ko. Nakita ko na siya sa labas naka-abang. He's wearing a white button down dress shirt that rolled up to his elbows partnered with his watch and pants.

He looked so handsome that for a second I was left in awe.

"Hey you're here na pala" He snapped that make me back to my sense

"You look good" Sabi niya na nagpapula sa aking pisnge ngunit hindi ko nalang pinahalata

"Pasensya na binilisan ko na talaga baka kasi ma-late tayo" agad siyang ngumisi

We walked towards his car and I silence enveloped the whole atmosphere. If I won't talk surely the atmosphere's still awkward.

"You want to play music/ Pwedeng magpatug-tog ng kanta?" Oh god sabay pa talaga kami now it's more awkward

"Uh you first" He said and I take that as the opportunity to talk

"You can play your albums naman yung sa The 1975" I said because lately I've been listening to them with Macey's influence

"Oh your listening to them na pala?" He asked, amused with what I have told him a while ago

"Yeah Macey's a fan of them and I gave it a try" I shyly smile.

I like listening to upbeats, jazz, rnb and lofi musics. That's my type of music

Ngumiti siya at pinatugtog ang isa sa mga albums niya.