Does It Still Hurt?

Chapter Five: Thinking Out Loud

{Meghan's POV}

I looked at my clock and it reads 4 o'clock. Why the hell was I up this early? I thought to myself as I got up. I walked to my closet and put on my jeans jacket with my tights and my back combat boots.

I put my dirty blond hair in a bun on top of my head. I did my make up not so much that you could see. Just a little mascara and my lip gloss. I looked in the mirror I guess I looked good. I'm always insecure about myself. If I'm good enough or not.

I jumped out my window staring at the ground. I lived on the fifth floor. Luckily Josh was their to catch me. His muscles didn't even flinch. I have been sneaking out with him for a couple of days now.

I think we're dating now because he told me all about his secrets, and tells me I'm 'his'  I'm so surprised he opened up to me. I cant believe I'm his mate.

To be honest I know a lot of werewolves than any other human being. I have always done research on those species. They're just so interesting. When he told me I'm his mate I was so happy he did seem like the perfect person for me. I just hope I don't get my heart broken by him. He's extremely handsome, girls throw them selves at him. But he always tells me I'm the one for him.

He put me down on my feet after he catches me bridal style. He is truly my dream boy. I smile and kiss him on the cheek. As we slowly walk he intertwined our fingers together I didn't mind. I swayed our harms back and forth. He held my hand tight. He was taking me somewhere. I didn't know where but he said it was special just for me.

A few minutes later we arrive at a little bar. I smile as we walk in. I didn't know what he was up too. But I smiled like I knew. He sat me down at a table and told me to stay here. I nod as he walked to the stage and grabbed his guitar. He winked at me. He stared at my eyes and began to play his guitar. He began to sing his voice was beautiful. I never knew he could sing. He was singing;

Ed Sheeran, Thinking out loud. I loved this song, it was one of my favorites.

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me-I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are