Does It Still Hurt?

Chapter Thirty Six: I'm Back

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"What does depression feel like?" He whispered

"Its like your underwater drowning, your screaming but no one seems to hear you" she whispered back

~ Google

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{Rosalina's POV}

*Flashback*

"No stop it!" I yelled and curled into the cold floor. He just wouldn't stop. His tormenting and everything else. He claimed he loved me but would you hurt someone you love?

"Why the fuck were you speaking to him?!" He yelled and got in my face. I could smell the alcohol in his breath which made me want to turn my face. I closed my eyes shut. I imagined I was anywhere but here. I didn't want to be here.

"He's just a friend!" I yelled and got up. I didn't want him to control me anymore. I was my own person.

"I'm done Ryder!" I screamed and opened his bedroom door to leave. I heard the booming music on the background. His parents weren't home but the whole fucking school was, he threw a party and decided it was okay to get drunk.

He pulled me back from my hair. A crying scream left my mouth and I held my head. Tears began to form and I let them fall. My back hit the bed and I sobbed silently.