Mal's twin d4 (completed)

Leaving

Jay's pov
I woke up in the middle of the night maddie was stirring in my arms. She was having a nightmare again I guess. "Jay  Jay don't leave me don't die I love you I need you " she sleep talked. I looked at her wide eyed. "maddie baby" I said shaking her awake. "mom leave him alone you want me not Jay" she yelled still asleep. "babe wake up" I said shaking her again. She opened her eyes "Jay" she said and hugged me crying in my chest. "I-it was m-m-mom she was going to............ k-kill you I - I was going to l-lose you"she said and it broke my heart into a million pieces to see her that way." it's okay you're okay I'm okay your mom is still a lizard baby it will all be okay I promise " I said in a comforting manner then I stroked her hair. After a few moments her whimpers stopped and she fell asleep in my arms and I wanted that moment to last forever.
In the morning I woke up and maddie wasn't beside me. I heard gagging sounds from the bathroom. I got up and went to the bathroom. She was there maddie was on the floor and she looked so tired her face was as pale as snow I came and sat on the edge of our bathtub "you ok?" I asked worried sick about her. She shook her head no "I can't be  pregnant too because I'm on the pill" she said. I put my lips on her forehead and she was burning hot . "babe you are burning" I said. I then got up and carried her to bed I was leaving in 8 hours so I had time but after half an hour everyone was coming to our house to say  thier goodbyes. "I can't leave you like this" I said worried. She got up and said "no babe I'm only sick plus uma is moving in with me and she will take good care of me. I mean she is my bestfriend she will make sure I'm always okay". I nodded " now I'm going to go get ready" she said leaving I grabbed her wrist. "oh no you are going nowhere before we get your fever down again" I said in a parent like tone. "ughhh okay I guess" she said.
"lay down" I said. She did what I told her I went downstairs to get a wet cloth I can't wait until everyone comes. So here's the thing I got a gift for maddie and gave it to Carlos so that he brings it with him. Anyways I got back to where maddie I put the wet towel on her head and got off the bed and took my shirt off. I went beside her and hugged her shirtless hoping my skin would take her warmth "
20 min later
" I'm going to go get ready I feel better thank you " she said as she got up and went to the bathroom. She got out and looked amazing even thought she was wearing jeans and a t-shirt

" what are you gonna keep staring or do you actually wanna come over and kiss me already? " she asked raising an eyebrow. I looked her over and got up and kissed her passionately. Then the doorbell rang "I'm going to get it get dressed you come  out and sit with the boys  then us girls will do your bag for you" she said. "no can you start on my bag rn and I'll go open up" I said putting my shirt on. She nodded and and started to make the bed.

Maddie's pov
I finished making the bed and took Jay's bag off of the floor and set it on our bed. "maddie" I heard Jay call from downstairs. I went to him and he had a box in his hands but I ignored it "hey guys" I said with a fake smile "hey" everyone said. "you look pale today are you okay" evie said. "no she was sick all morning but counting on uma to help her out" Jay said. " I am not a baby Jay I can handle myself" I said with a hand on my hip rolling my eyes. Uma looked really sad I've never seen her this sad before and I thought I was bitter today. " girls let's go to our room while the guys stay in the living room" I said and everyone agreed. "no wait this is for you" Jay said handing me a box. I looked at the box "what is this" I said. "just open it" he said. I opened the box and there was the cutest puppy ever

"awww thanks Jay" I said kissing his cheek. " she is a girl what are you gonna name her" Jay asked. I gave the puppy to him and told him "actually I want you to name since you are leaving at least I'll have this puppy to remind me of you." I said and everyone 'awwed'. "well in that case what do you think about Bailey" he said. " I love Bailey" I said and kissed him.
1 hour  later
I was done packing for Jay and all the girls were sitting around me we have been talking for around an hour now well except uma. Then Bailey came to me she sat down on my lap. "what do you think we go down and sit with the guys" I said. Everyone was getting up " Wait uma can I talk to you...... Alone please" I said an she came and sat accros from me "what s up" I asked. " how can you keep it together like nothing is going on? Like you don't care?" she asked sobbing. " I pretend nothing is wrong with me even though everything is wrong with me, and yeah sometimes I'm tired but I know deep down that he is doing what is best for the our future together " I said sobbing too." I am not as strong as everyone thinks I am I try my hardest to hide the broken side of me but I fail miserably at it always every single time "I said shaking." but I always think of my self as a failure because that's what mom always said I was a slut and failure nothing more " I said sobbing even more. Uma looked at me wide eyed." no you are not a failure or a slut okay you are the best person I've ever met ....you...you are my other half that's why we are in this together "she said I put Bailey away and hugged her so tight." I better go fix my makeup I look ridiculous " I said getting I fixed my makeup and uma and I went down I sat down beside Jay and she sat down beside Harry. Jay wrapped his arm around my waist and I hugged his chest. Then Bailey laid on us both. He kissed my head." babe you're burning up again " he said. " yeah can you get me some painkillers from the cabinet please" I said. He nodded and got up. "are you ok" Mal asked. "yeah it's just a fever" I said. She nodded. I sat up "so how is my little angel" I asked Mal gesturing to her non-existent baby bump. "well other than morning sickness I started craving" she said. "yeah like the strawberry and mustard milkshake you drank last night" Ben said. We all laughed. "but here you should get this straight I am the one who is going to spoil her when she gets out". I said. "she?" Ben asked. "yeah I just have a feeling it's girl  not a boy " I said. Then Jay came with the bottle of water and a pill. "thanks babe" I said. I took the pill and we talked for a long time and somehow I managed to pretend I'm okay for the rest of the day. We were at the docks. "I'm gonna miss you bro" Jay said hugging Carlos then it was my turn I looked at him with tears in my eyes and I let them spill I looked down not wanting him to see me like that he put his fingers on my chin and lifted my head to look at him " I love you" I said crying harder. " I love you more I'll call you remember thanks to uma that is you know cause Eric is responsible for the whole ship" he said I looked him in the eyes and kissed him but we broke apart when we heard the horn that signals that they were leaving . "I guess this is goodbye" I said. "yeah...... maddie I love you more than you think I do in fact I'm the luckiest man alive to have you as my soon to be wife" I gave him a peck on his lips  and he left

Maddie : a million thoughts in my head should I let my heart keep listening cause I know it's time to say goodbye so hard to let go

Then uma beside me and I hugged her crying into her shoulder