I'm being me

I am strong 💪

Rosè's pov

I was seating alone in the school canteen.My mind is full with many thoughts that i do not know how i can get rid of it.I put my head on the table when i felt someone sat infront of me.I look up and it was Seulgi.

"Oh hey Seulgi.How is your forehead ? Does it hurt ?" I asked with an smile.

"Oh,i am fine already.Thanks to your boyfriend." She replied back with an smile too

The word of the 'boyfriend' makes me think about what had happened just now.

"Rosè,i dont want you to misunderstood us.I dont and wont have feelings for Jimin.I transfer here also because i wanna have more happier life because..." I saw that Seulgi was getting sad.

"Because, in my old school,i got bullied.I couldnttake it anymore so i decided to transfer here as i heard that everyone here are friendly and nice.I think it is true.Everyone here is thoughtful about one another.You are one of them." She replied.

A sudden smile form on my face.

"Seulgi,i know you wont have feelings for my boyfriend but i am just scared if he have feelings for you.Seulgi,i hope you really meant it when you said that you wont fall for him." I was hurt.I couldnt trust her yet.

"Yes i will Rosè.We gotta head back to class because it is going to start soon." She told me while getting up.

I nodded and send a signal for her to go first.As i stood up,i felt my phone vibrated.It was a text from Jimin.

Jm : Hey chipmunk,i wanna apologise about how i act to you just now.I did not mean to act that way.I was just worried incase if anything happens to my classmates and i hope you would understand.I really hope you are not mad at me.Since i did something wrong,why not tonight after school,we bead to your favourites cafè? If yes,meet me outside the school back gate at 8pm.See you n love you 💕

I felt a smile form on my lips as i was reading the text from Jimin.As soon as i have finished reading the text,i put my thumbs on the keyboard and started typing back.

Me : Chim , i forgive you.I would understand how worried you would be if anything bad happens to your classmates.I am not mad but sad because you act that way.But since you had explained why you were acting thst way earlier,i felt calm.Yes,lets go to my favourite cafè after school.See you n love you too💕❤️

I sent the text and put my phone into my skirt pocket.I quickly head towards my class.

8pm....

It was already 8pm.I started packing my bag.

"Rosè,we are walking or taking the bus?" Lisa asked me.

"Lisa,i am sorry but i have a date with my Chimchim.Ill be going to my favourite cafè." I told her n give her my sweetest smile.

Lisa suddenly stop what she was doing and turn to me.

"Oh really?But just now when i came back from the toilet,i saw Jimin and Seulgi leaving school together." Lisa told me with an curious face.

I also stop packing my back but after that continue.I didnt bother to answer that.I look at the time and i was already five minute late.

"Lisa,i am late already.I will get going now..See you at the dorm later bye!" I walk quickly to the back school gate.As soon as i reach there,i saw a guy and a woman standing while looking st each other and giggling.It was dark and i could not see who are they until i hear a voice that was familiar.I realise that it was my one and inly boyfriend's voice.. Park Jimin..I decided to not interrupt their conversation so i hide behind the wall of the gate.

"So,Seulgi,where do you live?Do you live nearby?" Jimin ask

"Yeah.I live few blocks away from here.But,why arent you going home?" Seulgi ask

"Oh,i am waiting for Rosè because i told her that i will bring her to her favourite cafè but she is not coming.It has been 15 minutes." Jimin replied Seulgi.

Jimin,i am here but i do not want to interrupt your conversation with Seulgi.

"Oh,maybe she forgot about it.So why not you just get back home and just see her tomorrow?It might be that she is tired." Seulgi replied.

I am not tired.I am waiting for the both of you to finish your conversation.

"Okay than.You better get back home too." - Jimin

"Yeah.Bye." - Seulgi.

I decided to walk out but suddenly,my heart sank....Seulgi gave Jimin a peck on the lips.I quickly hide again behind the wall a peek little bit.They both were smiling like crazily.I could tell Jimin was blushing.Suddenly,Jimin pull Seulgi closer to him.He held onto her hand and began kissing her.Right now,they were kissing each other.

Tears started streaming down my cheeks.Body felt weak.My body slide down the wall.So currently right now i am seating down while leaning against the wall.

They both were finally gone.My heart breaks so much.Seulgi told me to trust her.So she was lying to me.She was acting really kind to me.So she was acting to me.It just felt like i have been stabbed in the chest.

I continued to cry and cry.It was already 10 pm but i was still in the school back gate.I received 50 text from Lisa and 55 missed called from Lisa..But the thing is,Jimin.He did not bother to text or call me.

I decided to head back to the dorm.As soon as i reach the dorm,Lisa came to me and ask me many questions.

"Yah Rosè,i am asking you and why arent you answering it-wait- , Rosè,why is your eyes so puffy ? Did you cry ? Who made you cry ? Wait is it Jimin?Did he break up with you ? Wait no wa-" i cutted Lisa off.

"Lisa,i am just tired thats all.I am gonna go to my bedroom." I didnt even bother to let out a simple smile.I went straight to my room.

Next morning...

I woke up and saw that Lisa was ready.I also went to get ready.I look in the mirror and saw that my eyes was still puffy.

Lisa's pov

I wonder what's wrong with Rosè.Last night,while i was cleaning the kitchen,i hear sniffing in her room so i went to her room and realise that she was crying.I am really worried about her.She is keeping too many secrets from me.

Rosè's pov

The journey from my dorm to the school with Lisa was silent.I didnt bother to talk.Lisa head to the classroom first.I head to the toilet first.I look in the mirror again and saw that my eyes was so obvious that is puffy.I decided to head to the classroom already.

As soon as i walk into the classroom,alot of people starting to ask me about my puffy eyes.I just ignore them.I wak towards my seat.I stop walking when Jimin asked me something.

"Rosè,what happen to your eyes?" He doesnt seems worried or whatever.It looks like he is acting.

"Yeah Rosè,what happen?" Seulgi was also acting probably.

"It is nothing guys.It is just that i ate ramyeon late at night with Lisa am i right (signalling Lisa to say 'yes') oh ya Jimin , i am sorry i didnt showed up yesterday because i was too tired so i went back home with Lisa." I force a smile and went to my seat.

Lisa's pov

I guess i know what had happen yesterday night.

Jimin's pov

Rosè seems to be a bit different today.Suddenly,i remember something..Me and Seulgi kissed last night and it felt like somebody was watching us..No way,could it be Rosè?No it cant be.She said that she went back home with Lisa...