I'm being me

still alive ¿?

Rosé's pov

We had arrive at Seosang Ilchulbong venue already.It has been 2 years since I saw this place.

"So,we are now gonna walk up the stairs until we reach the top.Let's go !" We all started walking .

But me. . . I was just stood still .

"Chaeyoung-ah, let's go." Lisa told me.

"Lisa. . I am scared . " I told Lisa .

"Aniyo,everything is gonna be fine . " She told me .

She held onto my hand . I felt another person hold my other hand . I look to my side and it was Seulgi.

"Let's go up together." She smile to me.

I slightly nodded .

At the top . . . .

We had reach the top . It took about 45 minutes .

"Yay ! We all succeed ! " The teacher shouted .

I look towards the bench . I walk towards it and seat . This was where me and my dad seat .

"Appa." I softly call out his name.

Tears started dripping down to my cheeks .

"I miss you." I started when someone suddenly onto my shoulder .

It was Lisa . I hug her . "Lisa,I miss him . I miss my dad . Can he still be alive ." I told Lisa . I was crying really bad .

I let go of the hug . I stood up and saw Seulgi , Jimin , Sungjae and Jaehyun looking at me . I quickly wipe off my tears . I started walking to the store that I went to last 2 years .

The uncle . He is still working here .

"Annyeonghaseyo." I bowed to the uncle . He bowed back .

"Do you need anything?" The uncle ask me .

I shake my head .

As I wanted to walk , he ask me a question . " Are you the girl that came 2 years ago with your mom and dad ? The one who bought 3 drinks ?" I stop walking and slowly turn around .

"oh.That's me." I answer him . The uncle seem shock . " Oh ! There this old man that came to my shop not long time ago he showed me a pic-" the uncle was cutted off when Lisa shouted that we are going back down .

"Oh,Lisa!" I shouted back at Lisa.

"Uncle I gotta go no-" I was cutted off . "The old man seems like your dad." The uncle told me.

I stop on my track . Heart felt weak . I slowly turn to the uncle ."w-w-what?" My tears started falling again .

"I am sure it is your dad.He came here every 2 weeks just to find you . He started coming here last 2 years at the end of the year . I was curious why he was fi ding you . He had bandage all around his head . He looks like he just came from hospital in the last 2 years . " I felt my heart weak .

"D-d-di-did h-h-he ca-came back t-th-this year?" I ask him

"Yes he did . He just came 2 weeks ago if I am not wrong . " He answer me .

"C-c-could you tell me where he is at ?" I ask the uncle.

"I am not sure where he is at . " So,my dad is still alive?

I bow to the uncle and quickly went back to the front place . I saw Seulgi,Lisa,Jaehyun and Jimin waiting for me.I just ignore them and started running but as I was going the stairs , my leg stop . It felt weak . I suddenly sat down while holding the railing .

"Rosé!" I cod hear my friends shout my name . They went to me and help me up .

"Chaeyoung-ah,wae. . Why are you crying ?" Lisa ask me . I look into Lisa's eyes .

"Lisa-yah,my dad might still be alive . He might still be alive . " I told Lisa and the others .

"Yah Chaeyoung-ah , your dad had died . It doesn't make sense that he is still alive ." Seulgi told me.

"Aniyo,The uncle told me that my dad comes to his store every two weeks to look for me . He started looking for me last 2 years at the end of the year . I am really sure he is still alive ."I could feel tears started to stream down my cheeks more .

"Rosé,I know you really miss your dad and some more , we are in Jeju . . But it doesn't mean that you could think that your dad is still alive ." Jaehyun told me seriously.

"I am sure he is still alive ! ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS TO FIND HIM and. . . And . . . Bring him back home . . . I don't care if you wanna trust me . . I am going to find him now ! " I td them and started going down the stairs .

"Chaeyoung-ah!"
"Rosé!'
"Yah!"
"Pasta!"

I could hear the four of them shouting out my name .

I am coming for you dad.I am sure you are still alive !