I'm being me

chance.

Rosé's pov

I was startled and shock when Jimin said that he still care and love me.When I question him again , he kept silent and just walk .

I am now in the hotel of my bedroom .

I was seating on my bed thinking about my dad and Jimin at the same time . Everything is giving me stress .

"Rosé,did you find your dad?" I look to see who it was and it was Lisa .

I shook my head .

Lisa sat down on my bed . "Rosé,your dad is gone . It has been 2 years . If he was still alive , he would have come back to South Korea . You can't be like this Rosé . He would have look for you everywhere if he was still alive ." Lisa told me

What Lisa said made sense . If my dad was still alive , he would have really look for me . But , my feelings is telling me that my dad is still alive . I give up . I need to accept it that my dad is long death for 2 years .

"I think you are right Lisa . I might have mistaken or the uncle might have mistaken .I need to accept the fact that I do not have anymore dad already ." Feeling sad and hurt saying those .

Lisa hug me and I felt someone join the hug too . It was Seulgi .

Next day . . .

It is the day that we all are gonna go back to South Korea.That means I will be living this Jeju.It was really a hard time being in Jeju even if it was just for 1 Or 2 days here ? It was now time for us to board the plane . Everyone seems sad that we are going back even I am but I am more sad than everyone .

"Dad , bye . I am glad that I got to come back to Jeju once again but with my friends . Miss all the memories we had here . Miss you and love you ."my heart spoke it out .

"Let's go." Could hear a manly and deep voice talking to me. Obviously it was Jimin .

I nodded my head and walk inside the plane.

2 days later . . .

I was in the the school canteen with Seulgi and Lisa when Jimin told me that he needed to talk to me.I excuse myself from my friends and went with Jimin .

"What?" I was lazy to talk to him

"Rosé, let's start over again." He told me

"You are asking me to start all over again with you?Hell no Jimin.I do not want to get hurt anymore . I had enough of getting hurt Jimin.Don't you feel bad for me that I am getting hurt now a days." I told Jimin with and upset tone

"I know Rosé. . . But please , give me a second chance and I will change everything . I made a mistake of breaking up with you. I am really Rosé ." He apologized to me

"I do not know Jimin . I just want to stop myself from getting hurt so it is the best for the both of us to stay this way . I do not want anything to get between the both of us anymore . I am now just treating you as my classmate and not more than that . I will not accept your proposal anymore . I want a peace Jimin ." I told Jimin.

He suddenly held onto my wrist . "Rosé,if you give me another chance , I promise I will change everything . Everything is gonna be better than before." Seeing his tears streaming down his cheeks made my heart broke.

"It is not gonna be better than before Jimin . But instead , it will be worser than before ." I pull my hand away and walk away from Jimin .

When I was far away from him , I stop walking and wipe off my tears

"Rosé. . . Mianhae." I heard him apologising to me

I look back at him once more and than took a deep breath in and out . . I started walking away from him .

Sorry Jimin but I want to prevent myself from getting hurt again . I had enough of getting hurt Jimin . I want a peace now . After what you had done to me , breaking up with me for no reason made me think that I am not worth it to be yours . I forgive Seulgi because I know she had a reason to do all those but you . . . You had no reason at all .

It hurts so bad Jimin . Nothing could be even better if we were to start all over again . It is useless . I hope you will not catch up to me anymore .