Hi Im Amy and I weigh 210lbs of fat. I was never this fat I was skinny my whole life til I came into middle school I grabbed on to fat like crazy. I was called fat all my life. My mom and stepfather calls me fat. My mom told me I should starve. If only she stops giving me fatty foods. I used to weight under 150lbs. I'd kill for that again. But I was stupid and I didnt care what anyone said.
The weight now makes me depressed and self-harm. I started cutting in seventh grade because I had severe depression and PTSD.
I ate the problems away then eighth grad I tried starving but I gained the pounds back plus more. I tried to kill myself with pills. I got put in a mental hospital and ended up in a program.
Now Im in ninth grade and Im struggling dearly. I started starving more because my medicine makes me less hungry.
Im stop self-harming once in awhile, Im still suicidal, and now Im a fat anorexic.
I starve and exercise when I can. I hate how I came to this but it happened. I got to go exercise. Peace
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