He's The Only One

Chapter Nine

  Molly's POV

  If anyone could make me happy...it'd be Collin. Every time we talk he never fails to make me happy. I want to be with him forever. And I think I love him too.

  "Collin!,"I yelled and hugged his torso.

  "What?,"he laughed but still clearly tired.

  "I think I love you!,"I squealed.

  "Molly?"

  "What?"

  "I love you too."

  He kissed me and smiled. I smiled really big. I've never felt happier in my entire life. I jumped out of bed and realized I just kissed him with morning breath.

  "What's wrong Molls?"

  "I have morning breath!"

  He got up and kissed me again.

  "Collin!"

  He laughed and picked me up and spinned me around.

  "We have another six days?"

  "Yes."

  "Great,"he smiled.

  "What do you wanna do today?,"I asked.

  "Honestly...nothing. Just stay here,"he said wiggling his eyebrows which made me laugh histerically.

  "Collin, do you think we're moving too fast? I probably don't even know what love is..."

  "Why so serious Molls?,"he asked taking a bite out of an apple. Oh, how his lips look...

  "I don't know...maybe I'm just loving you to love you."

  "Love can be a strong word."

  "Then do I feel strong for you? Do I really love you? Am I really in love with you when I met you like what? Four days ago?"

  "Its okay Molls. You don't have to love me right now. I know its a tough word to mean, but you can always change your thoughts about that."

  "Collin, this is why I l-...I like talking to you."

  He smiled and shrugged, "I guess I'm just a great listener."

  I smiled and watched him take another bite of his apple. I was probably drooling staring at his plump lips and shiny white teeth. He noticed me staring and looked at me funny. He slid his hands into mine and looked me in the eyes. "Molly?" I looked down, which didn't help in my favor in anyways whatsoever, so I looked up at the ceiling, which made me even closer against his chest. So, I just looked at the TV that was showing the news. He laughed at me. Like, a really hot laugh. I rolled my eyes.

  "What Collin?"

  "You can stare at me. I stare at you all the time."

  "Don't say that."

  Don't stop saying that. You are so perfect. It kills me.

  "Don't say what?"

  "That you stare at me."

  "I stare because your so freaking beautiful." He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and kissed my forehead.

  He was teasing me.

  He kissed my forehead again, and them my jaw, and then behind my ear.

  God, I was a wreck inside.

  "Collin. What in the world are you doing?,"I hissed now standing against the counter.

  He didn't stop, he actually just laughed and proceeded. I rolled my eyes, but of course I felt...alive.

  "Collin,"I said with a heavy breath. My legs were wrapped around him and I couldn't breath. His lips traveled all around me. It was scaring me. He reminded me kind of like...Michael. I knew Collin was nothing like Michael. Michael was awful. But it still brang back the memories...and it was just a matter of time before Collin...before he...he...

  "Hm?"

  "S-stop."

  "Why?"

  "I can't do this."

  "Can't what baby?"

  "Stop. Just stop."

  He set me down and looked at me apologetically. "Sorry Molly."

  "Y-your fine. I just can't do this." I stepped away from him and went to the bathroom.

Collin's POV

  What the heck was wrong with me?! I'm such a freaking idiot! I've known her for only four days! Now I'm trying to...oh my god. She probably thinks I'm a horrible person now. That I'm only dating her for...oh god. She's gonna break up with me. She's gonna tell me she can't handle the way I act. That I'm like a hungry animal. Wanting to taste and...oh my god. I have to freaking talk to her.

  I knocked on the bathroom door. She was sitting against the door, I felt her breathing hard. I imagined her putting her head in between her legs and thinking of ways to kill me.

  "M-molly?"

  "What?"

  "I'm sorry."

  She walked out and looked me in the eyes.

  "I'm sorry,"I repeated.

  "Stop! Its not your fault! Just stop! Its Michael's fault! Its all his fault! I'm sorry Collin, it's Michael's fault! He's the...the..."

  "Douche?"

  "The douchebag! He freaking did this to me, made me feel scared. Made me feel like if I'm ever involved with that again, I would get pregnant. I'd get pregnant and loose the baby. Again! I'd have another miscarriage! I'd be broken!...again!,"her words rushed out like water from a faucet. I wanted to hold her. I wanted to tell her that it was okay.

  "And he told me he loved me Collin! Michael told me he loved me...before he...he...,"she cried. She cried really hard. Harder than anyone I've ever heard in my entire life. I felt horrible. I wanted to die.

  "Don't say it. I know what you mean."

  "No. No one knows. How unlucky could I have been?! I got pregnant after being...after being raped."

  "Molly calm down."

  I didn't know what to do. She was trembling. I wanted to hold her, but I couldn't. I couldn't trust myself. She'd push me away and leave me...forever.

  "What do I do Molly?"

  She rolled her eyes and glared at me. I shook my head and walked to the couch.

  "Collin..."

  "What?"

  "I apologize."

  "Why? You did nothing wrong. I screwed up. I'm sorry. I won't tell you I love you anymore, I won't touch you anymore...I'll just look at you and talk to you about the weather."

  "Collin I-"

  "Stop Molly. Your right. We've known each other for not even a week. We are going to fast, and I should slow the heck down."

  She stared at me in shock. She shook her head and went to the bedroom. I was tempted to go walk in there after her. I wanted to...really bad. But we were. We were going way to fast.