Emerald ~book 2~

Chapter 6

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                           5 months later
                                ~Saint POV~
         "I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are" those words kept on playing in his head. Along with the rest of the song that Zee had sang to him, on the day they became official.

                                ~Flashback~
            "You may of stole my confession but you can't steal this." Zee said smiling. Saint was about to ask what he meant when Zee grabbed a guitar and started playing.

(This is the actual song and what it sounds like if you want to know)

            "Merrily we fall, out of line, out of line.

I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side.

Swinging in the rain, humming melodies.

We're not going anywhere until we freeze.

...

I'm not afraid anymore

I'm not afraid.....

Forever is a long time.

But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

...

Carefully we'll place for our destiny.

You came and you took this heart, and set it free.

Every word you write or sing is so... warm to me... so warm to me.

I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are.

...

I'm not afraid, anymore

I'm not afraid.....

Forever is a long time.

But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

Tell me everyday I'd get to wake up to that smile.

I wouldn't mind it at all.

I wouldn't mind it at all...

You so know me.

Pinch me gently.

I can hardly breathe~

...

For...ever is a long... long time

But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

Tell me everyday I'd get to wake up to that smile.

I wouldn't mind it at all.

I wouldn't mind it at all...."

        He was in tears by the end of the song.

      "I love you Saint." Zee said smiling softly. Saint jumped forward and hugged Zee tightly.

       "I love you too." He whispered into Zee's ear lightly.

                         ~End of Flashback~

        A couple tears fell from his eyes, I love you so much. It was only the middle of his year alone but it's already felt like an eternity. How will he be Abel to confront Zee after what he did? His grip on the railings tightened by this thought. After he nearly killed him how will Zee forgive him?

         It hurts even worse because everything in this house brings memories back. Of when everything was fine, and when they were happy. He could still feel some traces of the spell in him like it was imprinted into his brain and would never go away. Those couple days were the most miserable days he'd ever experienced. He could still fell the lingering touch of the slap Perth had given him.

         The feeling of his friends holding him by the wrists to prevent him from running away. And last of all the feeling of Zee's arms around him hugging tightly and his weak whisper of I love you. How would things ever go back to normal?

        He also just now thinking about the fact that Zee's an ultima. One thing Saint had to admit he looked hot as a werewolf. But he's just now thinking about all Zee has to go through with this. The constant fear of hurting those dear to him. Mew said that there's one thing that over this year has made Zee calm down very quickly.

        "Saint it's your voice, your voice calms Zee's emotions. Whenever he heard your voice he calmed down almost instantly. Zee's always feared hurting you the most. So whenever you were nearby and his eyes were red he'd close his eyes and focus solely on your voice. It would help him calm himself."

         Saint smiled softly but there was sad aura to it. My voice calms him...

        His thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. Saint walked over and opened the door and was surprised to see Mew.

        "Mew aren't you supposed to be with Zee?" Saint asked curiously.

       "Zee wanted me to give this to you." Mew handed me a box.
 
        "Z-Zee?!" Saint exclaimed shocked. Mew nodded his head then left.