Emerald ~book 2~

Chapter 7

~Saint POV~
Saint walked to his living room and opened up the package. Inside was a letter and some of his favorite sweets. Saint took the letter and opened it and started to read.

Saint...
I don't even know if you'll read this.

I'm sorry I never told you what I was. I was ashamed... and scared. I feared that if I told you, you would hate me for it. And pushing you away was the last thing I wanted to do... You were the one thing that kept me going. The light of my life, you could always make my worst day my best day just by your voice or even a smile. You welcomed me into your world and your friends became my family. I would just be happy to be near you even if we did fight over everything haha. I so desperately wanted it to stay that way.

I kick myself everyday for agreeing to go to that lodge. Because I never told you because I was afraid you'd think I was crazy or get scared. But I had a dream a while ago and it was of that lodge and you hating me. If I had just said no maybe things wouldn't be like this...

But I forgot what I was, and because of that everyone suffered for it, I'm so sorry.

I hope your ok, and i can only imagine that our friends are helping you. I have so many questions, I just want to talk to you.

I miss hearing your voice. I would give anything just to hear it once. Im having a really hard time right now... but I'll be ok. I want you to know that you have always been in my thoughts. I miss you so much Saint I'd give anything to have you in my arms right now and tell you everything will be ok.

I've been having a hard time sleeping lately because every time I close my eyes I'm haunted by nightmares that I can't even begin to explain. I hope your not beating yourself up about what happened it's... not your fault SupSup. You are always in my heart and thoughts.

I will be a fighter for you Sup, and I hope you'll be a fighter for me.
-Zee

P.S- I left some of your favorite sweets at the bottom of the box. I snatched them when my father wasn't looking. Don't worry he didn't catch me.

His tears were uncontrollable. Saint held the sweets in his hand gently. He knows me so well....

That's when he noticed that Mew was standing in the doorway. He must of come back in while he was reading the letter. Mew stood up right and opened his arms welcomingly. He ran over to Mew and hugged him tightly.

"Shhhh Saint it's ok." Mew said gently patting his back.

"H-How has Zee been?" Saint croaked weakly. Mew led him over to the couch and had him sit down.

"To be honest Zee hasn't been holding up very well and he only just woke up a couple days ago." Mew said quietly.

"W-What do you mean he's been passed out for the past 5 months." Saint exclaimed weakly tears falling from his eyes. Mew nodded his head.

"He's been living a nightmare for these past 5 months. In his mind Saint you were still under the effects of the forever potion. He thought he had failed to save you. He had to keep on re-living that nightmare over and over again until one day he finally woke up. He wouldn't believe anything we said, he truly thought he had lost you." Mew put a hand on his.

"Then why won't you let me see him." Saint was able to say through his tears.

"Saint, Zee needs this time to be Able to be himself without any fears of hurting anyone. Trust me when I get back Zee will be asking me a million questions about you. There's no way for you two to contact each other but I will promise you this. I will make sure you guys will be able to send each other stuff. And if you want I could bring back something to Zee today if you wanted." Mew squeezed my hand gently.

"I'll be right back." He said before getting up and going to his room. He knew exactly what to give Zee. He got a recorder and sat down. He knew that he could just send a letter, but Zee had said he wanted to hear his voice and that's exactly what he would give him. Starting the recording, he started to speak.

"Hey Zee i want you to know that I understand why you couldn't tell me what you were. But I want you to know that it would of never drove me away. I love you so much and I hope you can be my fighter and fight. I miss you a lot and I'm sorry for what I did. I know you don't want to hear it but I need to say it at least once. Thanks a lot for the sweets you know me so well. I could of just wrote you a letter but you said you wanted to hear my voice so here I am haha. I love you so much Zee. Keep on fighting I know you can get through this!" Saint stopped the recorder and smiled.

      Hopefully Zee will like it, I spoke from my heart after all. Well time to get this to Zee.

My poor heart while writing this😂😭
Things will get better soon but right now things have to be Ike this. I hope you like it and don't forget to Vote and comment if you like.
Stay Safe!
-your silly and emotional author😅