A Little Game // Haikyuu //

Chapter 4 // Losing my mind //

Hinata's POV 

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"Have you ever kissed anyone?" Yamaguchi asked Bokuto, after Bokuto picked truth. I feel like Yamaguchi was having a hard time coming up with a truth. He took almost 5 minutes to even say anything, not only that but he asked a simple truth.

"I have, it was honestly a complete accident though. I didn't mean to kiss them. Plus there was another time I kissed the same person during a game of Truth or Dare when I was around 10. Me and them probably kissed at least 3 time, we aren't dating though!" Bokuto says. 

"Oooooo! Who is it!?" I ask. 

"That's something I won't tell. Only because they wouldn't want me to though! If they were okay with it, I would though!" He told me. I like how respectful he is to other people. He takes other people's feeling in account, and makes sure to respect them completely. 

"You are such a great person Bokuto! I bet your crush will love you just as much as you love them." I say.

"Hinata, you're so sweet! I bet many people love you. That's including your crush. Anyway! Sugawara, Truth or Dare?" Bokuto says. He is wrong though. No one could even love me the way I love him... I'm too childish, too useless. I don't even understand how I have friends. I feel a tear fall out my eye. I can't cry again. People keep talking. They are so close, yet their voices, I hear them fading. I'm losing my mind. I don't know reality.

"Shoyo... please don't cry. Everything will be alright. You don't need to cry." Kenma speaks up, getting everyone's attention. 

"Can I step outside for a moment?" I ask. They approve, and I walk outside. I sit in the patch of grass and tears start falling down.

"Are you okay?." I hear someone ask. I look up and see Oikawa. 

"Of course I am okay! I'm alway okay. Why are you here?" I say to him.

"I think you are lying to me. You are literally crying. Also, I am visiting a family member and wanted to take a late night walk." He tells me.

"These are happy tears. I am alright, I promise you."

"As much as I don't believe you, I will go along with what you tell me." Why? Why won't he believe me. I'm always have a happy look.

"We are playing a game of Truth or Dare, would you like to join?" I ask. He agrees, and once I calm down, we walk inside.

"I'm back. Also I bumped into Oikawa and invited him in!" I say.

Oikawa's POV

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Hinata's face changes so quickly, it's like they don't want anyone to know how he is feeling. I see his pain though. Once he finds a moment to be alone, he finds a way to let his emotions out. He will do what ever he can to make sure no one knows what he is feeling. If I didn't run into him, I probably would never see this side of him. He always had a smile on his face. Now that I saw him in so much pain, all I see in his eyes is pain. Why is he so hurt? I am generally worried for him. 

"Oikawa, Truth or Dare?" Kageyama asked me. I picked dare.

"I dare you to that I am a better setter them you." He dares me.

"Well you are. When it comes to setting I can barely compete to you." I really wish I could be better then him at everything but no one is perfect. I look at Kageyama's face and he shows an expression of pride. I then slap him.

"I am better at everything else compared to you. Just because you can set better doesn't mean you are the better player overall! Anyways, Tsukishima, Truth or Dare." I say.

"Dare." He says so quickly.

"I dare you to run around the whole vicinity carrying - uh- Yamaguchi on your back!" (Thanks to @blushingroseshipper for suggesting this dare!)

Hinata's POV

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I see Yamaguchi blushing hard. Me and Yamaguchi actually know each others crushes, we promised not to reveal to the group about our crushes. Me and Yamaguchi are quite close to each other. We don't hang out with each other too often outside of volleyball, but we built up a lot of trust. Yamaguchi is really the only one who knows why I am not happy. Well, he doesn't know, but I gave him the basics of why. Tsuki easily picks up Yamaguchi and starts running. I really hope Yamaguchi end up being okay. He must be so heart broken that Tsuki doesn't have a crush. They would be such a cute couple, I know that for sure. They both look so happy when around each other. Even though Tsuki really only ever has the same dull expression in his face, I see a smile in his eyes, when he is with Yamaguchi. I have a feeling that Tsuki really does have a crush, he just either doesn't want to accept it, won't admit it to himself, or doesn't realize he it. I have seen this smile in his eyes before, but it's different when he is with Yamaguchi. It's like he feels complete when with Yamaguchi.