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Chapter 4: I Missed This

Many days passed and we never talked about Halloween night in the club.

After thinking it over and over again I convinced myself that I made up all of the "sexual energy" that I was feeling and we were all just friends dancing and having a good time. I convinced myself that I was just "girl crazy" and decided to distance myself from both Becca and Alex.

How could I imagine there would ever be something with a close friend of mine and her girlfriend?

A huge downside of this distance was that I was more lonely than normal. My daily schedule consisted of waking up, getting breakfast, shooting Becca a few texts to get her off of my back, going to class, coming up with a bullshit excuse as to why I couldn't come over, coming back to my dorm and eating microwave popcorn.

I would do literally anything to have some of Alex's cooking but no. I'm not going back over there until all of my dirty thoughts are gone.

Two weeks have passed since I've even stepped foot into that apartment.

I'm currently in the dining hall when a moment of deja vu happens. Standing in front of me is a girl with short blonde hair and flushed cheeks.

"Hey is this seat taken?" Becca asks, sitting down before I can answer. "It's been a long time, stranger. I miss you," Becca says as she reaches across the table and grabs my tense hand. Chill out Alexis, she just grabbed your hand calm down.

Becca notices my immediate tense up and her face drops, "Okay what happened?" She asks me bluntly. "What happened Halloween night that completely turned you off from Alex and I,"

I shake my head acting confused, "I don't know what you're talking about," Becca gives me a bitter laugh, "Okay don't act dumb. You used to come over multiple times a week, you haven't been over in two weeks, you barely text me and Alex hasn't heard from you at all. What's up? Did I-,"

She pauses and takes a deep breath.

"Did I do something wrong or?" I shake my head at her, "No you didn't do anything I've just been really busy with school stuff. The semester is picking up, you know?"

Becca looks at me hesitantly. "You don't have to lie to my face to make me feel better," She says her gaze changing from me to the window outside. My heart strings feel for her, she really thinks that she did something wrong. I want to ease her suspicions but how can I say 'oh hey it wasn't you, I just got all hot and bothered when you and your girlfriend were grinding on me and now I can't stop thinking about all of the things that you guys could do to me'. Yeah I don't think that'd go over too well.

I grab both of Becca's hands. I hate how sad she looks right now. "Okay, how can I make it up to you?" I ask her.

I can handle a few hours of being uncomfortable if it'll wipe this pitiful puppy dog look off of Becca's face.

"Look at me Becca, I'm really sorry I really have been busy though," LIE I haven't been doing shit. "There has to be something that I can do,"

Becca looks down at the table before lighting up, "Greys date tomorrow night?" She asks and I accept. She then gathers her things and stands up to leave, "Wait?" I ask puzzled. "Are you not going to...eat? You just got here,"

Becca laughs to herself and responds, "Honestly it was by chance I saw you walking in here and needed to talk to you face to face. Besides, wasn't it sort've cute how I recreated our first interaction?" I roll my eyes at her, "You're kinda creepy I'm not gonna lie," Becca shrugs before coming over to me and bringing me into a hug, "I missed this," She says into my hair.

I missed this too.