My College Girlfriend(s) GxG GxGxG

Chapter 7: Curly Brown Hair

A/N So I guess my schedule is updating/uploading a new chapter every day lol. I just can't get enough of writing this book. I hope you guys enjoy these next few chapters as much as I have. You guys have a treat in chapters 8/9 

I wake up to an empty bed and immediately start overthinking.

Do they wanna keep having sex with me or was it a one night stand sort of thing? Will they pretend that it just didn't happen? What if it was just pity sex? What if they regret it? What if it was so bad that they never want to see me ever again?

I shake my head trying to ease my nerves: I'm reading too much into this.

I climb out of bed to see Alex playing her video games and Becca on her phone.

Should I thank them for last night or would that be weird?

"Hey," I say, grabbing their attention. "I just wanted to um...thank? You guys for last night," They both look at each other before Becca responds "No need to thank us. We just picked you up when you were down that's all. That's what friends are for,"

Um excuse me. I know she did not just say what I think she said.

'That's what friends are for'.

"Right," I respond going back into the room, grabbing my stuff. I want to get out of here...Now.

"I'm about to head out you guys," I say walking towards the door when Becca stops me with a hug, please just let me go.

"Remember Alexis, you're not alone here," She says before letting me go.

As I'm walking back to my dorm I replay those words over and over again. 'That's what friends are for,'

Do they do that to all of their friends then? Because if so then that's - I stop myself from even finishing that thought. I will not slut shame them, besides it's none of my business.

As I get into my dorm and see that I'm finally alone I replay everything putting two and two together before realizing it was totally pity sex.

Well there goes my self esteem.

I can't believe they fucked me just because I was crying, at this point it would've just been better if they hugged me instead or something.

Whatever it was obviously my fault for thinking that it was something more than 'what friends are for' so I can't be mad at them.

***

A few days pass and Becca, Alex, and I have gone back to normal almost like last Saturday night didn't happen. We haven't even brought it up at all. I was too ashamed to and they seemed to forget about it.

As I'm sitting in my statistics class I get a text from Becca and see that she's created a group chat with both Alex and I.

Grey's date? She asks me and a few moments later I respond.

Sure, when?

Does tomorrow night work for you? She texts back.

I tell her that it does when I see Alex typing.

Aren't you guys supposed to be in class? Stop texting. She says and for once I decide to take her advice.

***

As I get ready to go to their apartment I throw on a random pair of shorts and put my hair into a messy bun. For some strange reason I don't feel a need to impress them as much but I won't lie, throwing on such an ugly combo did make me cringe a bit.