I feel like ill always be alone. Which isnt that bad of a feeling. I mean, ill get used to the feeling eventually. I just dont know why anyone would like me as i am honestly. But i guess its okay. it not that big of a deal. Ill get used to the thought of being alone. I know people say that there will always be that someone that just feels right but i thought he was the one. He wasnt. And that sucks. I still care so much. I know its not meant to be and i can live with that, however i cant stand the thought of being with anyone. I let myself fall for a girl and now ive noticed that its no longer me wanting to not be with anyone, its that im terrified. I am scared of someone saying that they love me and then leave. its happened too many times. Im terrified. I dont want to love anyone.
More importantly. I dont want anyone to love me.
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RandomAnother Rant/Vent book there will be sensitive topics. You have been warned. (there will be happy stuff too.)
