Legendary Enchanted Princess

《~CHAPTER 15~》

Charlotte's POV:

Nandito ako ngayon sa veranda ng kwarto ko, natutulog na si Aika sa bed ko, gusto nya kasing magkatabi muna kami ngayong gabi tapos sa susunod na araw sa guestroom na sya matutulog. btw, I can't sleep!

Sumandal ako at pinikit ang aking mga mata. The wind tonight is cooler than the previous nights I've spent here. I can't help but to ask myself, what is my purpose in this world? I am a lot stronger than my parents, actually I'm stronger than anybody else and yet my own existence is still unknown. Do I really know what I want to do? Why am I even here in the first place? Why am I the strongest and the most powerful one? even powerful than my own parents? Ugh! I don't know (T_T)

I once asked my parents why I have a lot of mana and magic inside me, to the point that I'm a lot stronger than them, and the only thing they said is that I'm a princess of Enchantasia. Well, that's given but I still want to know why I don't feel like I'm part of this world, like- I was just created because of something other people can't do but I can.

I really think I have an important thing to do in this world that will probably cost me too much. because why would I even exist when my magic is too much to bear? so, I know just like how stone right now, I have a mission to complete before my clock stops running.

It feels like I'm a poetry in a world that was still learning the alphabet, but I ain't complaining because I like my life right now but living in this lifetime is tiring me, it's hard to live in a world that has too much expectations from you, one mistake and I'll be unworthy of this kingdom's heir, but I'm trying my best to do everything I can for them, that's why I don't show them what I really feel because I'm scared I might drag them down with me. If ever I let them know who I really am then go but I will not drag any people down. 

I'll be honest, I really like him but I can't show that, because if ever the dark queen saw me showing feelings for a man like him, I know she'll use him to bring me down and I can't put him in a situation like that, it'll cost me too damn much and I might forget my duties as a princess of enchantasia. If ever I was put in a situation where I would choose between him and my people, I can't choose him but maybe in another lifetime, I'll choose him.

I can't even choose to love him, because if I chose him, I'll be called a self-centered brat or a selfish person. If ever I'll be reborn again, I'd like to be an ordinary person, who's free to do and get everything she wants, I'd want a life like that. A simple life where I'll get to choose whomever I want and live a life in happiness and away from sorrow and hatred.

Oohh to live like that in a world full of sorrows and hatred is hard, and I don't know if that is even possible, but we're all living in this world, all we can do is to forgive and forget, accept all our flaws and live the life you already have.

I've overthought too much huh? it's really hard if you can't sleep at times like this.

~~~Flashback~~~

I'm here at the royal library, printing the papers that states the resignation letters with my parent's signatures. It'll take time daw sabi nung printer, kaya gumala muna ako dito sa library at nakita ko ang 'Preach Book' na nasa center lng ng library na to (preach book is a book who tells your purpose to whoever touch a page and says the incantations)

Is it forbidden to touch that book? Am I not allowed to know my future? I want to know what the destiny have planned for me; it has tricks inside its sleeves right?? bahala na.

I saw that there are a lot of barrier spells and invisible chains around the book. They're keeping it from people who wants to touch the book? well, it can't stop me, nonetheless.

I went closer to the barriers and chains to chant an incantation spell to break it. After I said the spell, the barriers and chains slowly fell from the book. I opened the book and touched the blank page and said the incantation, and suddenly the book lit up, to the point where I can't see anything because it's too bright.

Nung naramdaman ko na parang wala na ata yung liwanag ay inalis ko na ang kamay ko sa mata ko at lumapit sa libro.

Binasa ko ang mga nakasulat don.

"A group of 4 and a strong one whose existence is still unknown.

She'll be given a task that will cost her too much, that she'll be obliged to choose between herself or the people she loves.

Will she choose to be right but face a dangerous consequence or to be wronged by many just by choosing in between her destiny and wants?"

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Sinarado ko na yung libro, kinuha ko na yung resignation letter at umalis na doon.

How can the destiny be so hard on me? fudge!

~~~End of Flashback~~~

It's cold but I like it here tho. Why is everything so hard on me? I always struggled wanting to know why I am put in a situation like this?! I've tried everything I can, to be good and not think of myself, just to make them happy. Then, why am still like this?! why does I feel this kind of sadness and doubts?! what did I do to deserve this??!!!

Napa-hagulhul ako kakaiyak dahil na-realize ko na gagawin ko lahat para sakanila upang walang masaktan. Wala nman siguro makaka-kita sakin na naiyak dito no?

Tyler's POV:

I really can't sleep! we're still at Zane's kingdom maybe that's why I can't sleep, homesick huh?

Kalabas ko palang sa kingdom nila Zane, may narinig akong umiiyak sa east side, kaya naman pinuntahan ko ito at nakita ko si Zane sa balkonahe ng kwarto nya na umiiyak.

This is the first time I saw her crying, why is she crying? I wanna let her know that I'm always here by her side but I know she doesn't like to see me, so I hid and watched her crying until she entered her room and probably tried to sleep.

Being in a situation where you loved a woman you can't have is a pain in the ass! but I know not all the time you'll get want you want, so I tried my best to not show any feelings for her, just to not make her uncomfortable around me. I guess she hates me or somethin' because every time she looks at me, I feel like she's disgusted by my own existence, but I can't really tell her emotions every time I see her because she doesn't show any emotions to me or to anyone.

But I'm still waiting for the time she'll find her way out of her shell for the first time, and I want to be there to experience that magical moment in her life and also to my life, so whatever happens I'll stay and wait for her.

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quote for u guyz:

"Destiny is never prewritten. You write your life with your hands, with your own actions."
-unknown
 
 

                 
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