top 10 after moments

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chapter 112

Seattle

I don't know if it's Harry's anger, the alcohol or the fact that I miss him, but without letting myself overthink my actions, I climb onto his lap on the chair. My knees resting on both sides of his tights. He is completely taken back by my forward action and if I am not mistaken, he is shaking.

"What are you.. what are you doing Tessa? He stutters.

"Tell me Harry, do you like the idea of Trev.."

"Stop it. Stop saying that!" He begs and I oblige.

"Oh lighten up Harry, you know I wouldn't do that." I wrap my arms around his neck. The nostalgic feeling that washes over me from being in his arms almost takes my breath away.

"You're drunk Tessa." He says and tries to move my arms from around him.

"So.. I want you." I suprise both of us by saying. I decide to shut my thoughts off, my logical thoughts anyway.

I grab two fistfuls of his hair, I have missed the way it feels between my fingers.

"Tessa.. You don't know what you're doing. You are wasted." He says, but there is no conviction behind his voice.

"Harry.. stop overthinking this. Don't you miss me?" I say against his neck, sucking lightly. My hormones have completely taken over and I don't know if I have ever wanted him so badly.

"Yesss.." He hisses as I suck harder, sure to have a mark. "I can't Tess.. please." He begs me to stop but I refuse, instead I rock my hips on his lap and he groans.

"Tessa. No." He whines and grips his large hands on my hips stopping my movements.

"You have two options here, you fuck me or you leave. You decide." I snap. What the hell did I just say?

"You will hate me tomorrow if I do this while you're in this.. state." He says and looks into my eyes.

"I already hate you." I say and he flinches from my words. "Sort of." I add.

"Can we at least talk about this all first?" He asks.

"No, stop being such a Debbie downer." I groan and rub myself against him.

"We can't do this.. not like this." He says again. Since when does he have morals?

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