Y/N PoV"No, you two can't even turn into a Titan now, so don't count on that to help you. Your body has reached it's limits. It's taking everything you've got to repair the damage" Reiner explained
"well.. it's not like I know how Titan powers work. Unlike you guys, I'm pretty clueless about it. Hey, Reiner you said you would talk once Eren woke up. It's about time one of you said what are you planning to do with us." Ymir asks
"we'll take you to our hometown. I realise that you're not going to listen and do as I say. But like Ymir was saying this place is swarming with titans.
We could beat the hell out of each other right now but when we're weak the other titans would just come and eat us so until nightfall, when the titans can't move we have no choice but to wait here. Whether you're trying to run from us or you're going to let us take you away. Either way, we wait for the night" Reiner explains to them.
"Why didn't you stay as the armoured Titan and run home? What's the point of stopping here? Too tired and needed a break?" Ymir taunts them, I get irritated but decided not to speak "why don't you use your imagination?" Reiner tells her
'just shut up already and rest' I mentally tell them. " Are you simply waiting for nightfall?" Ymir ask Reiner he just shrugs his shoulder.
It soon gets hot as I open my button up "Reiner, got any water?" Ymir asks him, he just shakes his head. "Speaking of which, Ever since the titans showed up yesterday morning, we've been working our asses off. With nothing to eat or drink and no sleep at all. Fortunately, the wall wasn't broken or anything. I think we deserve a break. We'll see about getting promoted later" Reiner says out of the blue
'he's doing it again, shit' Bertholdt looks up at me and I glare at him then Reiner "Reiner" is all Bertholdt says "what? We've done plenty to deserve it. We've performed outstandingly considering everything we've been through. I know soldiers like us are expected to fulfill their duties.. but I think we earned it" Reiner says, trying to make a point.
"Reiner, what are you talking about?" Ymir questions "what? What do you mean? I'm not saying we're demanding to be promoted to captains" Reiner tells them. "Reiner.. you've got to be kidding me you bastard" Eren says through gritted teeth "what? What are you so angry about Eren? Did I say something wrong?" Reiner ask shocked by Erens behaviour.
"This isn't normal, no matter how you look at it, isn't that right Bertholdt? If you know something quit with the silence and say it." Ymir asks them. I button up my clothes and shot my ODM gear towards Reiner and Bertholdt, Ymir and Eren look at me surprised "Enough! If you want to hear something then I'll say it, it's no use since Bertholdt has been doing a bad job" I tell them and glare at him, he quickly looks away
"Y/N? What are you doing here?" Eren asks me in shock, I ignore him and look at Reiner, I crouch down and lift his chin up with my finger "Reiner, you aren't a soldier you never were one, we three, we're warriors remember?" I say, giving him a sympathetic smile "you can't go crazy and start spewing out nonsense to all these people, You have to stick with me here and get yourself together." I get up and go to Bertholdt, he helps me and I sit down.
"Right, thats how is it" Reiner says and looks down, he starts shaking "Y/N, what, what's he doing?" Eren asks me looking at Reiner, I shrug my shoulders " More or less, I think I figured it out. I thought it was strange. Why would any guy who broke the wall rush his life to save Conny? Everything he does is contradicting but he doesn't realise it himself. I don't know why he ended up like this but probably.. he was originally a warrior whose goal was to break the wall. But after pretending to be a soldier for so long he lost sight of who he was and couldn't tell which one was real.
No, vulnerable to bear the weight of his sins, and maintain emotional balance within his heart, he confused himself, he was a soldier protecting the wall and in the end he believes it as a result his heart was-" Ymir talked but I cut her off not wanting her to hurt Reiner anymore "Shut up. Shut your God damn mouth Ymir." I glare at her.
She smirks at me "sorry" "you've got to be kidding me. Why are you pretending to be the victim here? What's your deal? What the hell were you thinking when you talked to us that day. Tell me Bertholdt. Oi, I'm talking to you lackey, you too Y/N.
I told you everything while you looked at me right in the eyes about the day my mother was eaten alive.. isn't that right? Thanks to you the piece of wall you kicked that went straight flying to my house, my mother couldn't escape or run away. You remember, right?
I told you my story. What were you thinking? What were you thinking about when I told you?" Eren tells us, "back then...I thought I felt sorry for you" Bertholdt tells Eren "right..I see,. You guys... are neither soldiers nor warriors. You're just murderers.
You're psychotic mass-murderers who've killed countless of innocent people!" Eren shouts at us, Bertholdt and I look away "Don't you think I know that? I don't need you to tell me!" Reiner shouts at him.
"Then don't pretend to have emotions like you're one of us! You guys aren't even human anymore it's you three who've turned this world into a living hell! Does that make you happy, murderers?" Eren continues, I look at Bertholdt "Please, tell them to stop" I whisper to him, looking away, he just puts a hand on mine and brings me close to him.
"Do you want us to regret it? Do you want us to apologise? Would that satisfy you? The people you thought we were no longer exist! If screaming makes you feel better,scream your damn head off!" Reiner yells back, I look at them both "Reiner, stop, you'll attract attention towards us" I tell him, he looks at me and sighs.
"That's right... I'm still.. to naive.. I've got to do what I can. Do what I can... to make you guys suffer, and die in the worst way possible. You've got it coming" Eren warns us, I scoff at him
"Hey, Reiner, what's that monkey and that other Titan?" Ymir ask, the three of us go wide eye "what monkey?" Eren asks "Monkey? Titan? What do you mean?" Reiner asks "what? You don't know? That's surprising given how much you two started at them with stars in your eyes like two little brats" Ymir told them. "Monkey? Titan? What monkey?" Eren continues to ask "just listen, that monkey beast Titan and the other one is what caused this recent disaster. That made the titans rise within the wall.
I wonder if he and that Titan was trying to assess our strength. That's where those guys are trying to go. If you guys get to him and that other Titan you'll be able to go back home, right?" Ymir explains to Eren.
"Ymir, do you think there's any future for this world? If you know so much, think about what you want to do. It's not out of the question for you to join our side" Reiner tells her "and trust you? As if you three even trust me." Ymir scoffs
"wrong. We can trust you. Because your one goal is to protect Christa. When it comes to her, we should be able to trust one another. You many think that I'm joking... but is it hard for you to believe that we might want the best for Christa as well? Or would you really put your hopes in Eren and rely on him?" I tell her standing up and giving her a challenging face.
She seems to be hesitant. " you're probably thinking your best chance is to use Eren to escape from here. Because if you're taken by us, there's little chances of your rescue. To be honest that's pretty much true. Even if you come with us I can't guarantee your safety.
But if it's Christa we're talking about we might be able to do something for her. Will it be your petty life? Or Christa's future? It's up to you to decide" I tell her, "it's settled then, too bad Eren" Reiner says. Bertholdt looks ahead "Reiner, Y/N" he calls for us, we look ahead and see multiple green smoker signals.

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T R A I T O R.( Titan Shifter reader )
FanfictionY/N is a Titan shifter, she joined the Scouts, this is where her story begins Please enjoy ;) This will focus more on the story, so x characters won't be focused on, sorry. This is all about if the reader was apart of killing off humanity. majorit...