•Oumeno• Kokichi x Himiko (One Shots)

•1• Himiko x Suicidal!Kokichi • I just wanted to say...

Angst
>Warning: Spoiler of Chapter 4 and Chapter 5
>Requester: lilbitchbaby

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Kokichi looked at everyone who was already kneeling next to Kaito, the one that was injured of Kokichi's small attack. Kokichi knew he didn't want that to happen, but that's the only way for everyone to believe in his next lie. He narrowed his eye to the short female, one and only Himiko Yumeno, the Ultimate Magician. He had paid his attention onto her a while now, but he knew she wouldn't like someone like him. Someone that is so deceiving and take other's deaths like a joke, she would never like him back.

"...Geez, boooring. Im no longer interested. I don't care anymore... But, I will tell you this... The one who will win this game... is me!" The supreme leader laughed before walking over to the elevator, and decided to just go up back to his dorm first. But before the elevator door could close, a red haired girl chimed in, and entered it. "Yumeno? What are you even doing here? Shouldn't you be worrying about that stupid pathetic-" "I think you should stop all of this, Oma... no one... is enjoying it!" The magician said, looking at him.

"Why... would you even care? Like I said, I'm going to win this killing game, that means you're going to be killed anyway-" "That's why! I... I can tell your lies by my magic...! R-Remember what you said to me...? D-Don't lie about your feelings..." The girl trailed off, holding the brim of her hat. She wouldn't worry about Kokichi more than Kaito... why did she do this? "Geez, you're already annoying as you already are, I'll just go back to my room, and you better not bother me." Kokichi just waved off it like nothing, and proceed to wait for the elevator to come to the first floor completely.

Himiko seem like she wanted to say something more, but decided to stay silent about it. After the elevator has came to the top floor, Kokichi walked out with his usual behavior, putting his hand behind his head, and walked back to his dorm room. While Himiko just stood in the middle of the Shrine of Judgement, fiddling with her fingers. "It's alright, Himiko... you can talk to him tomorrow... I... I know you're not that all bad... Oma..." The girl muttered to herself, and looked back at her feet. While that Kokichi just continues walking back to his room. After closing it behind him, looking at the pictures that he drew flying all around the floor.

Kokichi looked over to the board that he has been working on, he narrowed his eyes around and dragged Gonta's picture next to Miu's. But while that, he looks over to his beloved again, Himiko. "I... I'm sorry..." Kokichi muttered, walking over to his 'not cleaned in many days' desk. He opened the drawer, and took out a blood-stained box cutter. "I don't have time for this... I'll finish up my plan... soon..." As he said, Kokichi dug the blade into his clean skin, and started to make a cut onto his arm. Kokichi groaned a bit from the pain, but he soon realize he deserves it, after what he did to Miu, Gonta, and maybe hurt Himiko's feelings too...

Kokichi ended up hugging his wrist in pain, he hadn't been cutting himself since forever, he wanted to try to be normal and happy with others, but he guess he just couldn't, he would never make any friends, until he would stop lying so much, stop lying to others... and even himself. He crossed his arm on the table, and gazed over to the board again. Taking out the second item from his drawer, there was a red note book which he used to write the dialogues that he'd need the potential culprit to speak about. He took out his pen, and started to write in the notebook.

"I like- no. I love you, Himiko."

Kokichi gritted his teeth as he wrote that down, but soon took his pen to write on all over the words. "I am such an idiot..." Kokichi sighed, trying to keep his tears from falling down from his eyes, he fell asleep on the desk of his, and the notebook was opened, his sleeves was rolled up... and did I forgot something...?