ENORMITY

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I was consumed by my own thoughts
While sitting in the corner of the cafe
Thinking how big turn my life has taken

I raise my eyes up to just to watch vacant seat in front of me when once been taken by you

The cafe was all bunched but I couldn't find u in the crowd, when once our eyes will meet within the crowd and I would have goosebumps forming from the back of my neck
Watching you coming towards me with that beautiful smile but vanish through the thin air
I tried calling your name out loud hoping u would hear me
But I guess it's sad to say now I am not that girl u dreamed about cause your thoughts were consumed by someone who is way hotter and better than me
Maybe I am never enough
Maybe I am just not lucky in this love sector
Because I don't deserve it
Now I am not hoping to find u in the crowd anymore, because you are already in another women arms
While I seat here
Paint the fantasy of us as one
The love of sinner and sadist
Was just a phrase of an afterthought

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