BLUE

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I have to want u to color me blue
Anything that takes to make u stay
Only seeing myself in your eyes
I know u are seeing black and white
I picture u a clear blue sky

Tears burned my eyes, my lips were trembling when u told me u only wanted me for my body and not for loving me
My core was twisted to the wrong direction
I can feel the intense pain while pulling my body along rock patio
I was really hurt when u once told me to trust u
But u messed it up
Why keep when u will mess it up
Why do u show as if u care like you were the only king has the right to hold my heart
I never once doubt u until that one evening thought runs through my mind like a lightning speeds
I was forcing myself not to look back at your horrible face where i once fell for
I was trying so hard so i don't fall apart
I can take u there with me when u weren't broken
But one thing was for sure u we're ready to find a new one
Because u change girls like u change clothes
And it cuts deep thru my vein
Finding the main bulb
So u could compress the pressure in it
And kill me internally
I know u won't understand but u need to let go of this hand and let me be engulfed by the white light
So could fix me

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