A very warming Sunday to all. Hope you all are doing well let's start the story....
Ragini Prov:-
"Being a part of noise of this world,
I have lost my own voice.
Though I'm surrounded by millions of people,
But I don't know where I have misplaced my own self.
The more I associate with crowd,
The more its driving me away.
Away from my reality,
My personality,
My true version.
Though I talk,
But I don't speak.
Though there is darkness all around,
Still the blood moon is shining high on horizon.
Though I have overlooked many things in past,
But now the memories are hard to avoid.
Though i know I'm transforming,
Still I don't want to forget my essence,
The "me" that is there deep down rooted in my bones,
It defines how imperfectly perfect I'm.
And I don't need the approval of others,
To certify the fact.
And now I'm awakening my inner soul,
And the fire is again shining hard in my eyes,
I'm again finding my own sword,
Instead of waiting for the perfect timing of white knight.
Bcoz I know, nobody
But its me
Who gonna save my soul
And
I'm on my way.........Ragini (to herself)
After realizing that the person whom I loved since childhood didn't love me ever. I decided that now I need to live for my dreams and my family.
And in the mid of all this choas I found a ray of hope by the arrival of my job confirmation letter from "Kapoor Industries". I have totally forgot about the interview which I have given about a month ago after completing my MBA.And then my mom enters my room.
Janki Gadodia :- Are u sure Ragini that you want to pursue this job.
Ragini:- Of course Mom
Janki:- But beta it would be very difficult for u to go in the new place. As u have been here in Kolkata since childhood. Why don't you try for jobs here. There are many good companies here too.
Ragini:- ( like all mothers she is also really worried for me but now I'm determined because I think this is the only thing which can help me to come out from the phase I'm going through)
Janki :- now where are u lost. Say something.
Ragini:- Mom I really understand your concern but I want to go for this job. Just one chance. I want to do something by myself since childhood you and dad have pampered me a lot. Now I want to make u both feel proud on me. So please try and understand I will take care of all things moreover I have seen some accommodation online . there won't be any problem.
After hours of discussion finally my mom allowed me to go. And dad as always is on my side so he has already given me permission.
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And now I'm busing packing the necessary stuffs. And as I'm fond of novels I decided to take few novels with me there. And suddenly a pic dropped from novel.And all the memories which I was running from appeared before my eyes. And a lone tear drop from my eyes. Though I don't want to see him again but don't know why I kept that pic again in the novel and kept them inside my bags.
After completing my packing. I bid bye to my mom and dad. And waiting for the arrival of flight on airport. Its first time I'm moving out of KOLKATA. But I think it is necessary as it will help me to move ahead in life forgetting the bitter past experience. And hopeful Mumbai as called the city of dreams help me to get wings to my dreams also.Mumbai I'm coming.....
Done with today's chappy. Kindly avoid mistakes and tell me whether it is up to your expectation or not...
As I'm writing story for the very first time I don't have much idea about the same. I will try my best to provide you all a good content. Thanks all for support.Precap:- Sanskar entry
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