Sangini: Teri wajah se

Does it really matters???

Hey !!! Everyone I'm back with new crappy. It is more sort of upcoming track of this story. So after so much of patience finally Sanskar is all set to propose ragini after the day when he thought that he will lose his love for forever. So what will happen next ??
So here is a spoil alert for all of you.😜
So let's get started😊

Sanskar:- Ragini just listen me for once. And it will be totally your decision and I will not force my decisions on you. But at least give me a chance to put my words in front of you. Just once. Please Ragini.

Ragini:- though she wanted to refuse but there was something which was stopping her from doing that . So she said to sanskar ok she will listen to him.

Sanskar :-

Tell me just one thing Ragini ....
Does it really matters???🤷
I may not be your first
And you might not be the only one with whom I planned a dream world.
So does it really matters that I need to be your first love in order to be your last love???
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All that should matter is that I love you now.
Or say that I might be the one you are trying to find out in the thousands around.
So does it really matters to ignore me just to find the actual depthness of the words i left unsaid that you were expecting at that time??
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I might not be with you always
But you can see my efforts as I share the most crucial part of my life with you by your side.
Then does my ignorance and absence really matters??
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I may not be the perfect one,
And so are you.
So does it really hamper the idea of how perfect we both are for each others??
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You make me smile,
And I will hold your hands and assure you when the time is not right.
So does the difference in personality really matters??
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I might sometimes overreact
And sometimes you just don't admit your mistakes.
So does really the outbursts overshadow the care we both have for each other??
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You are all that I want
And I will do my best for you what I can.
So does it really necessary to look for options??
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Does distance really matters??
Does the fear of losing really makes people vulnerable??
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Yes , you may not be thinking about me 24*7 round,
And I too might get busy in my work and forget to know about your whereabouts sometimes.
So does it really matter to talk everyday just to ensure each other that we both are not over yet and still there holding on to each other tight??
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Till now the answer might be there in your mind ragini,
Still you tend to question my love,
And somehow it's me who hurts the one whom I just can't see in tears??
But even after all this
I always tend to smile just by seeing you smile.
Even when the distance and insecurities might be killing me from inside,
Just one glimpse of you is enough to make me again trust my choice.
Still I will give my heart happily to you
Even when i have many insecurities and dwara that i night break down terribly,
Still I find hope in you,
What if it's the fate....
So does hurting really matters??
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Yes I know the journey is so uncertain,
And  so is our behaviour.
But what really matters for me in the end is just
"You &Me"💏

So end of precap💃💃💃💃
How was it??
What will be ragini answer??
And suggestions???
And why sanskar is saying all this ??
For all this stay tuned to this story