Second chance?

I have to save her!

Alex's pov

After that meeting with Lena, I got really worried. Kara was only like this after Mon-El! But this is much worse, she might go beserk if I don't help her!

Right now I was on my motorcycle on the way to Kara's. The ride was pretty long, like 30 minutes. For God's sake Kara, why is it so fucking far?!

Anyway I arrived at her beach house and quickly knocked on the door. There was no answer, so I opened the lock. When I entered the house, I saw a hole on the wall and Kara on the ground, totally defeated.

"Kara! Kara!" I yelled at her. She stood up and looked at me, with no emotion. I gulp, not because I was afraid of her, I was afraid on what she would say. "What Alex?" I got startled a bit by her tone...It was really cold and emotionless.

"I came to check up on you." I say sweetly and give her a hug. Thank God she responded, so that means Kara Danvers is still in there. "Yeah, thanks Alex. You can go now." She just said that with no shame, just nothing!

"No Kar, I am stayingvsith you and we need to talk." I really said that in my demanding voice. "Alright...What do you want to talk about?"

She walked over the small bar and took a shot. But I can see there's no effect, but she drinks it because it makes her relax. "I talked to Lena." Fuck why did I just blurted that out?!

She stoppes drinking and broke the glass with her bear hands. "Never mention that name." She said that with a growl.

"I know, but all of us are worried Kara. You've been skipping Game night's, Karaoke night's and you don't even go to Noonan's for your Potsticker's." I grabbed her hand softly, but she took it away fast. She then looked at me, with rage and hate. At least there is still emotion.

"You know why?" She asked me angrily. I just looked at her, but wanting to give an answer. But I heard her scoff and then she continued: "All my life, I never get the chance to be happy. First I lost everything, second I had to hide myself for years, third I have to risk myself for everyone's sake! I almost never got a chance to be slefish! I almost never got the chance to choose myself over the wold, never! And I once truly did it, and what I got? Lies, betrayals, pain and a broken heart." She yelled that at me with anger.

I can see tears streaming down her eyes and hug her tight. "Maybe I wasn't meant to find love. To have a happy ending like all of you." She snuggled into my shoulder and sobbed. This was not angry Kara anymore, this was sad Kara.

Kara was in an unstable state. If she continues to go like this she will get beserk and I can't let that happen. I have to save her!