at first i ignore the girl rolling down the hill, and slap maya's back. she just flips me off. we both go through instagram for a bit, but then i hear footsteps behind me, like right behind me. i turn around and see the same girl bending down to get a ukulele. she sees me looking and smiles. i catch her eye, and i immediately get lost in them. they shine through the cold day, bright blue. i decide to make conversation.
"hey" is literally all i say, hoping she'll keep it going.
"hey, sorry if i scared you or anything." she says. i shake my head and laugh a little.
"not at all, don't worry about it. were you writing songs or shit?" i ask nodding at her instrument. she looks down, a little embarrassed.
"uhh, yeah actually. my brothers gonna pick me up though." i dont want her to go.
"what's your name?" i ask. "billie. what about you?" she says.
"y/n, this is maya, i point to maya, who's just staring at billie. "i've seen you before" she says, like a stalker. billie just laughs it off though. "no really, i think at a music show. you sang some dope songs." billie blushes a little, and then turns her head when she hears a car honking. "hey, thanks. that's my brother, but nice talking to you." she keeps eye contact with me and winks, then walks off. i ask maya if she remembers her full name, and she says billie eilish. i look it up on insta, but cant find anything. maya smiles, and pulls out her phone again.
"you like herrrrr, and im gonna help youuuu" she says, partly singing. i can't tell if i do, so i just look down, but i feel myself blush. she goes to the concert venue that she took a screen shot of. it had names and their instagram accounts.
"it's wherearetheavocados." she says. i look it up, and find her. billie eilish. her pictures are hot, some of them being a performance. i follow her. shit, that was too fast. im gonna seem desperate. but for some reason, when it comes to her, i want to take chances, even though i just met her two minutes ago. fuck, what am i gonna do...
billie's pov...
i get in the car. and sigh. finneas looks at me and asks me how it went. "good, i also met this girl." i bring up casually, because he will assume things. and i need to make it clear we are friends. but are we? i want to be. right as i let my mind wander i get a notification from instagram.
(put a username here) has started following you. i smile big and follow her back. her posts are pretty cute. i decide to dm her. no, not now, its to early, maybe tonight. ill let her hang out with her friend. finn pulls up to our house, and we go straight to my room where i show him some lyrics. he seems to like all of them, so after a bit he approves and goes to hang out with claudia, his girlfriend. i just chill and watch the office.
y/n's pov....
me and maya decide to go back to school at the end of the day. we drive back and sit through the last class, get our things, and drive to my house together. i pack a bag and we head to mayas house. her parents are always out of town, so its always just us.
-------time skip-----
maya and i are lying on the couch, with some movie playing. im pretty sure she's asleep, so i dm billie. i look at my phone and see she already did, with just a number. i smile and save the contact in my phone. im gonna text her, god why does she make me this nervous.
y/n: hey this is y/n.
bil: hey angel, how was your day?
y/n: pretty good babes, hbu
bil: honestly boring, theres nothing good on netflix lmao
i smile and keep texting her, i think i know what shes at
y/n: I KNOWWWWWWW
bil: we should go see a movie then
y/n: im down, when and where
bil: lets go tomorrow night
y/n: actually, i have some party with maya. you should come, we should see a movie in the morning
bil: bet
cant wait to see you babes
y/n: same, wanna ft? without warning, my phone starts ringing. i quickly make my way to the guest room before picking up. billies hot face is now on my screen. for a couple minutes, we just stare at each other through the screen. she finally says something. "that's hot." i blush and smile, getting ready for a long night.
i woke up in maya's spare room. everything is coming back. i look down and see billie still on facetime, her eyes closed and slightly pouting. damn. i get up and mute myself, going to the couch again. maya is still asleep though. i check the time and i remember we have school. in 10 minutes. i hang up and wake up maya, rushing to our last day of this hellhole for a while.
................................................................................................................................................................a/n: another shitty chapter down, thanks if youre still reading
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Randomy/n is a teen who has struggled with depression, her sexuality, and relationships her whole life. who knew that a drunk afternoon could change your life?
