don't leave me

breaking

we are now halfway through winter break, and ive been spending it right. maya and i have been getting drunk a little too much, and ive been talking to billie everyday. were even planning on hanging out. its been in the air for a while, because two labels called her and she has to decide who to sign to. 

im honestly happy for her. she deserves the world, her voice is so pretty. i know she's going places. just as i get lost in my thoughts about her, my phone rings with her contact. i answer, looking forward to talking to her. 

"hey mamas, are you busy today?" she says immediately. 

i take a few seconds to respond, trying to make it seem like this isn't what ive been waiting for all week. "no ma'am" i say smiling. she returns the smile. 

"then you should come over at 3." i agree and hang up. i have an hour and a half to get ready. right not, im in a big sweatshirt that my mom gave me, so something needs to happen. i get in the shower and wash my hair, blow drying it and straightening it after. then, i wash my face and find an outfit. 

- time skip bitch- 

i pull up at billies house right at 3. im wearing a cropped sweatshirt with ripped jeans and nike's. i braided my hair, so i look pretty good. my cuts have gone away, just leaving scars. i knock at her door, suddenly nervous. but then i see billie open the door, and i feel relaxed. 

billies pov... 

i open the door to see y/n standing there, with a pretty hot outfit. my eyes go straight to her belly, just because she has a cropped sweatshirt on, and i see her abs. damn, thats hot. i welcome her in, and after introducing her to my parents and finn, we go to my room. 

she plops on my bed, which i like, she feels at home. i feel like we never skip a beat. i get in beside her, and we take pictures of us for a bit on snapchat. only after she gets out of the app do i realize my hands are around her waist and shes on my chest. i feel butterflies in my stomach. 

y/n's pov... 

me and billie have been at her house for a while now. her parents went out on a date night, and finneas was moving stuff to his new girlfriends house. me and billie were both scrolling through instagram when i yawn, and even though i felt billie looking at me, i didn't think anything of it. i go back on my phone but i still feel her staring. i look over, smirking. but i can tell she's serious. 

"are you ok?" she asks, her voice barely a whisper. i nod, confused. she yanks up my sleeve and reveals my scars. fuuuck. 

we just stare at eachother, but then she says "me too."

i dont know why, but i feel all of my walls coming down with her. i start to tear up, because i just know she gets it. she really does. i find myslef leaning closer to her face, and she doesnt pull away. as our lips are about to touch, my phone goes off. it's the hospitals number. 

...................................................................................................................................a/n... thank you so much for reading, love u all