The Hurt & The Pain

It Sucks

It sucks to feel like you're alone , you have people there for you who love you but you're just too hurt to see it .
It sucks to watch the person you loved the most slowly fade out of your life, you never thought that that you have to watch them go be happy with someone else .
It sucks that you feel invisible, like nobody notices your cries out for help and nobody appreciates your company.
It sucks when you have to hold on all your tears because you're embarrassed, you feel like your drowning and you're constantly gasping for air .
It sucks to look at yourself in the mirror and listen to the little insecurities calling themselves out, you believe everything, all the insults and shit people give you .
It sucks to fall in love , the end is inevitable, you feel like you're never gonna find that everlasting love you seek.
It sucks to watch everyone be happy while your sitting there pretending and putting a fake smile on your face .
It sucks to feel like you're worthless, you feel like you mean absolutely nothing to anyone .
It sucks to feel like you have zero real friends that will actually be there for you, you're so miserable but you have no one to talk to.
It sucks to feel like your life is ending because it's just keeps getting worse .
It sucks to keep in all your feelings when you go to school or anywhere, eventually you feel like you're gonna blow up and just do something you regret.
It sucks to get your hopes up and think that you met someone special who won't leave you, you're happy but then the next second you're crying in your pillow .
It sucks to always be negative , but when you were such a positive person it didn't change shit .
It sucks to not care and let go of everything, sometimes life can be meaningful but you can't see that .
It sucks to always be hurt , whether it's emotional or physical, you feel like it's a forever lasting pain .
It sucks to see the person who made you happiest, happy with someone else .
Life really sucks.
Sucks to suck , doesn't it?