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𝗺𝐚𝐜𝐲'𝐬 𝐩𝗼𝐯
𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒂 <3
i walked outside to the balcony, excited to talk to mattia.
this day had been one of the best days in a while.
"hey baby" i said with a smile
"hey" he replied blandly
"you good? what's wrong you seem upset bub"
"yeah um i just uh-"
"you what mattia?" i asked concerned
"i cheated on you macy"
"w-with wh-who?"
"luna. i'm so sorry-"
my heart sunk.
my eyes teared up and i ended the call immediately.
"what the fuck" i whispered to myself
i walked back inside, the girls looked at me confused on why i was so upset.
"he cheated" i whispered
"oh babe i'm so sorry" stella said embracing me
"what an asshole" alexis whined
"i'm so sorry macy"
stella held me for a while before i decided to go back out on the balcony for some alone time and fresh air.
not able to help myself, i opened my snap memories to look through everything with mattia in it.
i was absolutely heartbroken there was no denying that.
i had so many thoughts running through my head so i wrote them all down in my notes.
was i not good enough for him?
was i too clingy?
too annoying?
too ugly?
i laughed.
"fuck this" i mumbled putting my phone down.
i was too lost in my thoughts to realize someone else had come outside.
"baby?" i knew that voice
"i can't even look at you mattia, what do you need from me"
"it was a prank"
i looked at him.
"but-"
"i'm so sorry baby it was a dare i would never"
he said sitting next to me and pulling me into his lap.
i stayed silent and buried my head in the crook of his neck.
"you're an ass" i mumbled
"huh?"
i sat up
"i said you're an ass mattia"
"gimme kiss i'm sorryyyy"
"no" i giggled wiping my tears
"you made me cry"
"babyyyyy i love you" he said peppering my face with kisses
"i love you i love you i love you"
"i love you too mattia, you owe me now"
"i know how i can make it up to you" he smirked
"bitchhh" i lightly smacked him "absolutely not you horny fuck"
he giggled before repositioning me on his lap.
"i really am sorry amor"
"i know"
"you wanna see what i said about you?"
"what do you mean?"
"i felt like getting all my feelings out so i wrote a bunch of shit in my notes" i said taking out my phone.
"here"
"was i not good enough for him?
was i too annoying?
too clingy?
too ugly?"
he read aloud
his voice softened
"baby"
i looked at him and chuckled
"it's dumb i just thought it'd be funny to have you see what i wrote"
"no no no it's not dumb, you're so perfect and i'm so in love with you just the way you are i'm so sorry i made you feel that way"
i pouted
"i'm a sensitive bitch, and i'm mad at you but i still love you"
he kissed my head as we sat in silence.
"i should probably get back to my room" he laughed
"noooo" i pouted
"you can't do that and just leaveeee"
"princess i have to"
he chuckled
i groaned before giving him a kiss and walking him out.
"what in the fuck was that?" alexis questioned
"lil bitch pranked me" i laughed
"ohhh my shit"
i laughed before sitting down on the bed
"i need some fuckin sleep" i groaned
before closing my eyes
i was on the verge of falling asleep, so i didn't text mattia goodnight. i felt a little bad but i had said goodnight to him right before he left, so i drifted into sleep very quickly.
i opened my eyes to stella awake, but in bed on her phone and alexis dead asleep.
i chuckled at alexis before going over to see stella since we had some time before we needed to get ready for our day.
i crawled into bed with stella and giggled.
"goodmorning ugly" she smiled
"goodmorning"
i rested my head on her shoulder and watched her scroll through tiktok.
before she said up
"we should start getting ready" she suggested
i nodded and woke alexis up before starting the day.
it didn't take us too long to be ready, since we'd finally gotten used to the way things worked practically living in a hotel.
"you guys having everything?"
alexis asked before locking the door
we nodded and headed down to the lobby as usual to greet the boys.
i shared some hugs and smiles with ale and kairi before skipping over to mattia, who i always cherished saying hi to in the morning.
"goodmorning baby" i smiled before leaning in for a peck.
he leaned back and i frowned.
"what's wrong? gimme a kiss bub i missed you"
he gave me a kiss on the forehead before going to get something from the vending machine.
"mattia what's up with you?"
"i'm just not feelin it today macy"
he replied not even focused on me
i looked at him confused.
"not feeling what? matti-"
"this!! us, everything i don't know"
"what the hell do you mean i don't know? what did i do? just last night you were holding me telling me you loved me just the way i am"
"luna told me about you macy, this just doesn't seem right, right now"
"y-you're breaking up with me?"
"no, not yet anyway i just need to think"
"think about what mattia" i said slightly raising my voice
"i don't even know what you're talking about, what did luna even tell you? it's ironic that you believe her more than me. ya know you shouldn't even trust her my friend kiara told me about her and she-"
"i don't want to hear it macy you should know what i'm talking about" he said harshly before walking away
my eyes filled with tears.
i was enraged, and heartbroken.
was everything we talked about yesterday a lie?
"forget this shit"
i mumbled to myself.
i snuck back to my room without anyone noticing.
i took all my makeup and jewelry off and put a different pair of clothes on and sat on the bed. not knowing what to do with myself, i texted kiara.
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𝗺𝐚𝐜𝐲
i'm gonna flip my shit
𝐤𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚
why?
where are u?
𝗺𝐚𝐜𝐲
in my hotel room lmao
me and mattia got into this argument in the lobby bc apparently luna told him some shit abt me and i should know what it is but he won't tell me-
𝐤𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚
i'm sorry babe
she pulls this bs all the time and he'll realize that soon
you didn't do anything
i'll text luna
𝗺𝐚𝐜𝐲
kia you don't have to do that for me
𝐤𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚
yes i do
oh btw your friends said they have no clue what's going on but they covered for you and will talk to you later🥺we love you bb
𝗺𝐚𝐜𝐲
i love you guys
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i sighed and put my phone down.
i appreciated my friends more than anything, but it hurt that the one person i wanted comfort from wanted nothing to do with me.
i broke down.
i had no clue what to do, so i shut my eyes and fell asleep.
i woke up around 3 hours later to my phone being blown up.
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2 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚
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𝐚𝐥𝐞 mattia needs to talk to you
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𝗺𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐚 i'm so sorry baby please answer me
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𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬 answer mattia babe i promise it's worth it
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𝐤𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚 talked to luna, now you need to talk to mattia :)
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i groaned wishing i was asleep again.
this was so stressful and i looked like a mess.
i threw on a hoodie, grabbed my phone and left for mattia's room since i assume every one was in there.
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