Idk if the song matches or not but....
-May 27th Monday-
-Emily's POV-
-6 am-
He left me....
He's gone.....
No more morning kisses or hugs...
No more I love you and smiles.....
Mattia is dead.... and I'm alone now. My baby is gone and I couldn't do anything to save him.
I turn the t.v on
"Breaking news Mattia Polibio has been pronounced dead May 25th at 2 pm and the family found out at 2:15"
"Mafia leader and famous influencer is dead prayers go out to the family of 5 kids and his wife"
-Play the song-
I shut the t.v off and cry playing with my ring. "Why did you leave me" I sob
"You promised to never leave me 17 years ago Mattia how could you" I sob
"Baby you left me alone with our kids" I sob "I need you Mattia please come back wake me up please! I'm not ready to lose you Mattia please! No me dejes por favor" I cry
(Transition- please don't leave me)
"Matti por favor no me dejes te amo" I cry
(Transition- matti please don't leave me I love you)
I feel eyes on me so I look up but nobody is there
"Please" I beg crying "Mattia Polibio please wake up" I cry
I grab a pillow and scream into it crying.
I throw the pillows off the bed and curl up into a ball and cry
"I promise I'll be strong like you always said" I cry
"Emily" Taylor walks in and hugs me as I cry on her
"He's gone my husband...my everything is gone" I sob
"It's going to be hard but I'm here for you ever step of the way" she rubs my back
"I want him back....I'm not ready to lose him" I sob
"He's still with you" she kisses my forehead as I cry into her chest
"He's in each of your kids and in your heart and ours" she rubs my back hugging me
I cry on her for a little more and she helps me clean myself up and clean the room. She leave to go to Kai, I walk over to Mattia's hoodie that's in my room and cry putting it on. It smells just like him.....
I look out the window and place my hand on it looking at the clouds.
I wipe my eyes and head to Seph's room
I open the door and he's not there so I go to Cici's room and there they are sleeping together. I walk over to them and sit on the bed.
"Mami" Cici mumbles
"Pa" Seph's lip quivers and I open my arms they both go on each side and hug me crying on me.
"I know babies" I rub their back "I will get Nessa back ok"
"Please" Seph cries
"You smell just like pa" Cici cries more
"I...I know baby" I lightly cry "Cici you and Val aren't safe here anymore"
"Don't say it" she cries
"Your going to Florida" I cry putting my head on hers "to the house your dad got out there for times like this" I cry
"Cici you need to do everything to keep Val safe now" Seph cries "we'll call you everyday"
"But Derek" she cries
"Mar is telling him now. Y'all must leave today and soon" I kiss her forehead
"Seph you know what's going to happen with the mafia now" I look down at him
"I..I become leader" he says crying
"Yes after I step down when I kill everyone who killed matti" I cry
"And I'll help you" Seph kisses my hand
"Get some rest ok" I say and they both lay back down, I kiss their foreheads and tuck them in like babies
I walk out their room and break down into tears in the middle of the hallway.
I'm doing this alone but I won't fail him. I'll run the mafia just like he showed me, I'll be the strong, tough women he taught me to be. I wipe my eyes and walk to my room. I go to the window and see a rose garden outside the hospital.
I smile at the roses and remember our time with roses
Flashback 17 years ago
Mattia picks me up by the waist spinning me around in the patch roses we found exploring Italy"
"Baby" I laugh
He puts me down and spins me around
"You look so beautiful" he tucks a strain of hair behind my ear.
"Thank you" I blush looking up at him.
He bends down and grabs a rose taking the stem off and puts it in my hair. He looks at me with pure joy and happiness.
"There" he smiles and I smiles giving him a hug.
He places a hand under my chain to lift my head up and places a sweet kiss on my lips gently.
We pull apart and he smiles at me making me smile.
"I love you" I lay my head on his chest
"I love you too" he wraps his arms around me gently and kisses my forehead.
"Lay with me" I giggle and get out his grip laying down on the roses as my light pink dress mixes with the red and white roses around us.
He smiles and lays next to me looking me in the eyes. I interlock our fingers and he brings my hand to his mouth placing a soft kiss on it
End of flashback back
I smile and wipe my eyes
"Your in replaceable" I smile and put my hands in his hoodie pockets.
I feel a box and pull it out. I open it and inside is a necklace with our names and two diamond hearts on each side.
"Thank you baby" I smile putting it on.
"Matti your a smart man I know your up to something even if you're ......dead" I lightly cry on the last part.
-Princesa
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