Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

“You know what? You're being stubborn again, Kizia! Sabi kong tigilan mo na iyang pag d-dj mo! Wala kang mapapala diyan! If this happens once again! Hindi na ako magda-dalwang isip pang ipabalik ka sa US!” Mom shouted to Shezaya.

Pumikit naman at huminga ng malalim si Shez na parang nau-ubusan na ng pasensya.

“I'm not allowing my Daughters to be like that! Look at your Sisters! Sa inyong lima, ikaw lamang ang ganiyan! Tell me why? Bakit huh? Why are you being pain in the ass?” Mom yelled.

“Si Leyan, look at her! She's now successful because of being an obedient and good daughter, she will now have the Apparel! Si Zinaya, kapag nakapag-tapos na iyan sa kaniya ko naman ibi-bigay ang Medical Hospital natin. Si Andee, the most genius among all of you! The more talented than you, mapapa-sa kaniya na ang Resto. And Eyxee, kahit ganiyan iyang si Eyxee she's being a good daughter to us. Kaya ikaw! Nasaan ka dito? I want you to create your own name! Gusto kong maging kagaya ka ng mga kapatid mo— ”

“That's why I'm trying! Don't you see? I'm fvcking trying! Ginawa ko lahat! I did everything I can para maging proud kayo sa akin but still. . . It's still the same! Tinigil ko ang pag d-dj kahit ayaw ko para lamang matuwa kayo sa akin, but nothing happened, right? You want me to be like them? Well, glad to say, I tried, pero hindi ako masaya! And now, I want to continue my Workshop to be a Dj even you like it or not!” Galit na sigaw ni Shez pabalik kay Mommy.

Napailing na lamang ako at ang aking mga kapatid sa pagta-talo nina Mom and Shez.

“No! You have only one choice, at 'yun ang gawin ang gusto namin. This is for your best, Kizia! Intindihin mo naman!” Halos paiyak na sigaw ni Mommy. Hinawakan naman agad siya si Daddy para pakalmahin.

“Relina, that’s enough, hayaan mo na siya, she has her own mind,” Dad said. Umiling naman si Mommy tila hindi naniniwala.

“No, Mom! That's not for the sake of my best dahil para lamang naman iyan sa inyo! You never even know what I am feeling being here! Kung ganito lamang rin naman, sana hindi na lamang ako nabuhay. I hate this life! I fvcking hate you all!” Shezaya yelled bago padabog na tumayo sa hapag at umalis.

Huminga na lamang ako ng malalim bago napailing. She's really a rebel.

We're not close to each other— wait! No! All of us are not close to Shez. She grew up in U.S alone. Sa totoo lamang, hindi talaga namin alam why she's in U.S, You know, I knew Mom can handle all of us here, naintindi nga at napalaki nila kaming apat rito eh.

Nagtataka lamang ako ay kung bakit ang layo niya sa amin while she was grewing up. She's the coolest among all of us, naco-cool-an ako sa kaniya, knowing that she can dress up very well, not girly but like a boyish then palagi pa siya sa mga bars but of course, I will not tell her that. Hindi naman kami close.

Walang malapit sa kaniya ni-isa sa amin. It's kinda awkward nga kapag nai-iwan kaming mga magka-kapatid kasama siya. You know, hindi naman kami close, but it's okay hindi naman siya nagre-reklamo.

“She's really pain in the ass! Ewan ko ba kung bakit siya ganiyan! That Kizia is stressing me out!” Mom hissed pagka-upo niya muli sa kaniyang upuan sa aming hapag. I hold the utensils in my hand properly with more mannered and casualty before I pinched it into the steak and chew it.

“Mom, hayaan mo na si Shez, just like what Dad said, she has her mind. Hindi na siya bata, hayaan mo na siyang mag desisyon sa kaniyang sarili,” I said. Lumingon naman sa akin si Mom nang matapos niyang ilagay muli ang table napkin sa kaniyang lap.

“Yeah, Leyan's right, Mom. Let Shez decide by her own and if she fails on something, let it be her instrument to learn. You know, we all learn from our mistakes,” Singit naman ni Andee, the Chef in our family. I smiled sweetly to her nang kampihan niya ako, she’s really my favorite Sister among all of them dahil lagi niya akong kinakampihan kahit mali na ang aking ipinag la-laban. Nang makita niya naman akong nakangiti sa kaniya ay nata-tawa siyang umiling sa akin bago sumubo sa kaniyang pagkain.

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