time for change...

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*Angel*
I went to my room once Alastor was asleep, and sank to the floor once the door closed. The world faded to darkness. I wasn't mad at the guy... but I wasn't pleased with what happened either. I was tired of feeling like this. One minute the guy was nice, the next he wanted me dead! What is a gal to do when he is this confused?! My eye site turned to everything around me being outlined in white. I was confused but embraced it. I left the hotel, and just went to a bar. I sat, and just drank water. I didn't wanna go back to the way things were. I sighed and left the bar, and bumped into someone. He had a tv head, and was holding a cane . He seemed apolgetic as they spoke with their screen.
"I am sorry dear" I smiled, realizing they couldn't speak. I took his hand and traced in my response.

"It's ok!" He smiled and nodded. Hr kept feeling around, clearly lost. As he walked, he crossed a street, but I saw a car. He was unaware. I ran over and tackled him to the other side of the street. The man seemed confused. I helped him up, and traced into his hand.
"You almost got hit!" He responded on his screen with.

"I am so sorry to worry you dear!" I chuckle, and walk him to the hotel in hopes for him to get rest. We hold hands, and I was able to see dull grey colors again! I blushed. Was he also my soulmate? He looked confused and looked around excitedly.

"I can see!" He was shocked. "And speak!" He looked to me confused. "You're not Val..." I nodded.

"Well, I can take you to him." The odd man shook his head.

"I'm glad you're not. He's a bit mean. You're his ex worker, Angel Dust?" I nodded.

"You're the infamous Vox he talks about. Ya'll together?" We walked and Vox shook his head.

"Just business partners. That is all." I nodded.

"Must suck to be his soulmate." I added. Vox laughed a bit.

"Couldn't agree more. You have the Radio Demon, huh?" I nodded sadly.

"Asshole tried to kill me today..." Vox looked to me shocked.

"How horrible! Well dear, you saved my life. So I will protect you from that outdated fool." I blushed and smiled, and hugged him.

"Thanks Vox..."

"Don't mention it dear."

*Alastor - Timeskip*
It had been a couple weeks since Angel and I had that awkward night, and I noticed him hanging out with my enemy, Vox. Everyday was the same damn routine. I sat with my coffee and watched as Angel ran down the stairs dressed... beautifully.

He was stunning as always

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He was stunning as always. I admired him from afar, and saw Vox walk in with his cane. Angel blinked and looked over to him squealing.
"Voxxy!!!" They hugged and... It seemed the world went away when they were together.
"Angel dear!!!" I was sad to say the least... I had truly lost. This is what I wanted! Why does it deel like my heart cries at this site?! Why do my arms yearn for him to hold me? Why am I like this?... I felt... love for him. I wanted to get his attention, so I waltzed to Charlie's office. Maybe there was a problem with me?... Charlie looked up from her desk and waved.

"Hey Alastor!" The girl always talked a bit loud because of her slight deafness.

"Hello dear... I... Is there something wrong with me?... I feel so... upset when I see Angel with Vox. I-I mean it's not my fault I am to afraid for a relationship! The universe made a mistake making us soulmates... yet no matter how much I hurt him, he pursued me, and... now he found someone else... Why do I feel... So cold?" I hugged myself from the slight shivering.

Charlie looked to me and sighed. "You need a whole therapy session bud." I nodded and slumped into the chair I was in. 

"Maybe... he and I were a mistake." Charlie gasped and threw a wad of paper at me.

"You take that back! The universe knows what it's doing when it makes a match! Angel and Vox don't fully complete one another the way you and Angel do. You have a soulmate for a reason. You two are made for each other." I  got up and sighed. 

"I can't go to therapy. It won't do anything..." Charlie grabbed my arm.

"Give it a shot. Why is it you are so afraid of love?" I was shocked by the question... the tears seemed to overwhelm me and streamed down my cheeks as I thought. I remembered that night... my father had beaten me again,  trying to make me the man he wanted me to be. My mother looking at me in fear... my father screaming for me to kill her, and a smile plastered on my face as I killed both of them. Since then... I was afraid to love someone like I loved my mother. 

"Angel has her eyes... my mothers eyes... the first person I ever killed..." I began crying and Charlie held me. I cried into her shoulder. "I don't want to hurt him. I don't want him to end up like her, and he nearly did! It would have been all my fault..." Charlie looked up to me and smiled.

"You did something horrible... but it doesn't mean you will do it again." I nodded. "You seem to just have some trauma... and that is normal. Let's get you into a session?" I nodded and we walked to the therapy room together. I know that... it was time to tell her everything. This could help fix the... issues I put down all these years. All the horrible things I've done. We sat in the room and... a lot of things began to unfurl that actually helped me realise a lot of things.

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