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*Alastor*

Angel hadn´t been to the hotel since I shut him out. Charlie was worried sick about him and I. Since I had nearly frozen to death… I kept my distance from him. I was currently at the lobby working like normal, when Angel burst through the door. He looked… horrible. He was clearly tired and overworked. I noticed his pet pig on a leash for once. Angel was also wearing sunglasses. After throwing Angel out of my life… my sensitivity to the cold had gotten worse. It was difficult for me to see that… Angel was most likely borderline blind because of me. He walked a bit unsteady, but Charlie ran over.

¨Angel! It´s so good to see you!¨ Angel waved and hugged the younger girl. Angel looked to me… and still gave me a sweet wave and smile. After everything he still…

¨Morning Alastor!¨ I was shocked he still wanted to talk to me after I had told him to never be near me again. I blushed… and felt special. I waved back and got back to work. Angel had been taken upstairs by Charlie to shwoer and clean up. A good 30 minutes later and the dear came down looking stunning.

He sat with everyone as they pestered him with questions as to where he had been

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He sat with everyone as they pestered him with questions as to where he had been. Vaggie even hugged him because she was so worried. Angel giggled sweetly and spoke.

¨I was really busy at work guys… plus I kinda am going blind.¨ Everyone looked to Angel shocked. Vaggie looked to me and grabbed me, then dragged me out.

¨What do you want!?¨ I snatched my arm back.

¨What do I want?! What is wrong with you!? You see your soulmate struggling with borderline blindness, and you literally don´t care!?¨ I huffed as the young girl spoke.  ¨If it weren´t for Angel working, that shit nugget of a boss of his would have gone after you again! He works day in and out for your safety, and you sit idly by as if you feel nothing for him! He has done nothing wrong to harm you, and… you threw him out as if he meant nothing to you!¨ Vaggie had tears in her eyes… and I realized that because she was blind… she felt Angel´s pain. ¨Do you have any idea how long I´ve waited to see Charlie!? I can only see her feet because I am to afraid to be rejected or her to be disappointed! I-I want to see her gorgeous face! I-I want her to hear my voice! How can you give up a chance at feeling heat, and Angel seeing color, and finally never being alone!? You´re a damned fool!” Vaggie cried out. I was a bit upset and sighed.

¨I can´t love him. There is nothing between us. He and I are not soulmates.¨ I heard a scream and we ran towards it. Angel had fallen and was clearly confused.

¨I-I can´t see!¨ Charlie held Angel close as he cried. ¨I-I´m gonna lose my job!¨ I was shocked as he spoke. Vaggie ran to Angel´s aid.

¨It´s ok. That means you can start a better life here.¨ Angel perked up, and hugged her.

¨You´ll help me right?¨ Vaggie smiled.

¨Of course.¨ Charlie nodded too.

¨I´m in too!¨ They hugged… and I realized just how much Angel needed their support. I didn´t want to admit it, but I was even colder now. If none of you understand… when soulmates are apart or reject one another to long, it worsens their use of a sense. I stood there shivering, but walked away from the site.

*Angel*

It was dark, but Nuggets got used to leading me around. It was weird to be honest, but Vaggie and Charlie didn´t mind helping. I was alone at the moment, but I bumped into someone. We both fell.

¨I´m so sorry!¨ I said it quickly. I got up, and the other person seemed to have as well. I stood there shyly. ¨I am really sorry, I didn´t mean to.¨ The other person just walked away. I sighed and tried to find my room. ¨E-Excuse me? Can anyone help?¨ I noticed… Nugget´s leash wasn´t in my hand. I began running aimlessly. ¨Fat Nuggets?! NugNugs! I need you sweetie!¨ I began running, until I slammed into a wall hard. I growled and got back up. I ran again, but this time I ell down the lobby stairs. Did it hurt? Yes, but I got back up and began looking around, well moving my head trying to hear for the lil´ guy.

¨Nuggets! Fat Nuggets, I´m right here!¨ I heard shoes clicking towards me. I looked to them and heard pig squeals. ¨Nuggets!¨ I ran to the pig and they were handed to me, for a second I could see and saw Alastor´s kind smile. I blushed and smiled. ¨I hope you´ve been ok. I know Val really upset you...¨ I still thought it was my fault he was in that situation. He looked shyly away from me.

¨I´m sorry for what I said. All of it.¨ I giggled and hugged him.

¨It´s ok. It was my fault that happened to you. I should have known he´d harm you. You´re not in love with me, and that is ok. Doesn´t take from the fact I do love you.¨ Alastor nodded.

¨Friends?¨ I smiled and felt my heart flutter a bit.

¨Friends.¨ I ran off afterwards and let Fat Nuggets into my room. I watched the darkness settle back in as Nuggets led me back to my room. I laid in my bed and got under the covers. I hugged my pillow and cried. I wasn´t ok with just being friends… I waited my whole life to find my soulmate, and this is it? This is all I got… some guy who pretended to care and just tore my heart out over and over. I give up! I stopped finally caring. I stopped caring if Alastor loved me or not. I wanted to see is all. I just wanted to see color and the world. I wanted him to be mines forever… was that to much to ask?... Maybe the universe was wrong… maybe I am supposed to be alone. I cried in anguish and longing for a couple hours until I passed out.

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