Soul.

I Can't Stop

I don't even know what to do anymore

I am lost

Broken

Yet still I won't give up on you

On us

I can't give up the hope that what we had

Can live again

That I can live again

My dreams are plauged by you

Filling me with false hope

And happiness

But then I awake

And my world shatters once I realize

That it was just a dream

A beautiful nightmare

And you are my angel in darkness

That I couldn't let go

Even if I tried

My arms are healing

My battle wounds disapearing

But they'll be back

As long as you're around

You want to be 'friends'

But how can we truly be aquainted when seeing your face only hurts me more?

When looking into your eyes and seeing no affection reflected

Kills me with every shaking breath

When giving you a hug

Makes me even more aware of your absense...?

Your scent hurts me...

Because it is a constant memory that I can never live again

Your eyes hurt me...

Because they are void of all love

When they look back into mine

You hurt me...

And you don't even know it

Or maybe you do

But honestly? I don't even think I'll be alive long enough to find out.

And yet still

I adore you with every piece of my being

And I will never stop.