Buttons And Lace .

Fighting away..

I ran and ran ,practically until I felt nothing . 

Initially my legs hurt but now I felt nothing.
I reached the gate , and pounded my fists on it . I banged at the door ,unable to even budge the door a little , I walked to the nearest guard .
His head was lowered and did not notice me until I spoke .

" Can you help me ,please open the door I want to leave . "
He looked at me then shook his head .
And then I officially lost it.

What the hell .

" What do you mean ? I need to leave . Open the goddamn door , Now."

He looked up at me again and this time he replied.

" Mam ,We are not supposed to open the door , only sir allows visitors here and permits them to leave. So if sir wanted you to leave then he would come here and open the door by himself."

I couldn't believe his words,I practically ran my way from the house to the gate and I was sure it would have been nearly a kilometre , and this guy was telling me to go back .
Damn it.

" Are you lost , buttercup ?"

I could feel his evil smirk from behind me. I turned around and looked at his face . His eyes held amusement hidden deep inside and his lips faltered into a tiny smile.

I didn't know what to say. So I just kept mum.

" Now weren't you feisty a while back ,what happened to that attitude?"
I shouldn't have run from there ,now god knows what he would do.

'Maybe you should just apologize ' My subconscious gave a useful bit of advice and I agreed .

" Look I didn't mean to say that .
I ..I um I am sorry for that"

I said fidgeting with my fingers and bit my lower lip , anxious as to what he would do next.

" Don't do that "

He was confusing me now.

Don't do what , was it about apologies .

As if sensing my confusion ,he replied.

"Don't bite your lip" . His velvety voice rang again and I felt myself melting at it. And then my face felt scorching. I must be red . Gosh.

I need to be in control. I gave myself a pep talk  boosting my anger.

" What if I do ?Why do you care? " I asked in a fit of temper.

Oh my ...I don't know where that came from !?

' From your mouth .'
My subconscious replied and I gave her a glare.

I looked at his eyes and they were completely dark now.

How were they changing from green to pitch black ?!?

Before I could get the answer to that, I saw his lips twitch forming a curl at the end of his lip.

He started walking towards me slowly  like a predator ,as if stalking a prey .

What did I do ?!?

I thought and my subconscious facepalmed herself and then I knew.

I felt my lower lip ,I was biting it unknowingly.

Oh. My...
Before I could even finish that exclamation ..

His lips came crashing on mine .

I was shocked ,would be an understatement.

I couldn't move , I couldn't think , my mind was a mess , everything was a blur .

My body was reacting in the most unknown way.
It was irritating as well as soothing me. My heart was fluttering where as my mind was completely against it and kept shouting as to how he could kiss me without my permission.

' He stole your first kiss , the kiss you preserved for your so called future husband '.

I kept my lips sealed ..mostly .

His tongue moved around my lower lip , caressing it , trying to enter my mouth . But I didn't open .

I tried to push him off . He didn't move , his hand slid to the hem of my shirt and he kept going up . No one had touched me like that ever .

I put my hands on his chest and tried pushing him aside. But he didn't budge.

The fact that he was too close wasn't helping either , suddenly ,I froze ...

His hand was near my bra. Suddenly he bit my lower lip and I gasped , and immediately he forced his tongue in my mouth.

I felt violated.

He continued kissing . This was way too rough . I didn't kiss him back . That didn't seem to bother him as he kept on playing his act of dominance.

I was running out of air . I couldn't breathe. I pounded my fists on his chests trying to make him stop.
But yet he didn't budge. It didn't bother him at all.

He was doing this intentionally.

What did I do to deserve this .

I felt tears in my eyes .
I was sobbing .
He stopped suddenly and we parted for air .
I was breathing heavily and I felt everything go black slowly .

The last I could feel was someone catching me by my waist .

" I am sorry , baby. I didn't know this was your first ,but I don't regret this . I will make sure you're mine and you will only feel pleasure and happiness from now on . I give you my word".