Buttons And Lace .

Wheel after Wheel...

I woke up feeling a little dizzy ,and my thoughts were all over the place . What happened last night ? Probably that was a question I asked to myself , because I couldn't remember anything properly . Aaron brought me inside the room , I was kicking and screaming my lungs out .. and then everything is practically black . What the hell.! Why am I not able to remember anything? Did something happen...between ..
Oh my god!.I am going crazy...

I went to the bathroom in a haze. I was sweating .. during the cold shower too. The hell....
I will kill him ...
Turning off the shower , I exited the bathroom. My head was throbbing with unanswered questions and anxiety as to what my happen in case something really happened last night. Even the thoughts sent shivers down my spine .
I walked to dressing table , drying off my hair  , I couldn't even keep my mind calm. Well my inner voice was sort freaking out.
I was brushing my hair with my fingers , when I saw something in the mirror.
" What the hell are you doing here , jerk head ?"  I spoke out in reflex not expecting the least wanted man in room .
" Well well , aren't we feisty  ? "
I gave him a smug look and clutched my towel tight , thinking of the worse . Sweat beads started forming on my forehead.
He stood up from his place and came nearer. My heart skipped a beat when his hand touched my curls . He did not remove his hand and hence i started to move not wanting to be anywhere near him .
" Well , aren't you curious to talk about last night . I guessed you would start with that ."  He spoke with amusement lacing his otherwise I cold tone . My mind went blank . I was thinking about possibilities of nothing happening last night , but here was ready to discuss.  My stomach churned at the thought. I guessed This was my cue to move away, I squirmed a little and he immediately  put his other  hand on the wall near my head. Poof... Here goes ...
He other hand twisted on of my locks and I turned my head looking at him .
" There is nothing to talk about " I replied rather confidently despite the nervousness I was feeling right now .
His lips revealed a grin . And he spoke after acknowledging my face for something I didn't know . And then his grin widened , probably having found what he wanted , he spoke again .
" Your words and actions are contradicting each other , Lisa . "
" What do you mean , nothing happened . "  Not receiving his reply I spoke again .
" Tell me you didn't touch me ." This time I asked out clearly . Mine was more of a request to believe that nothing happened instead of a need to know what actually happened.
He still kept quite . I was starting to grow frustrated of his demeanor. But his actions pushed me to the edge , he came more closer to me as if it was even possible . His body and mine were
practically merged , and it was difficult for me to breathe . He brushed my hair behind my ear and bent closer to my neck ,his breath fanning my collarbone. I was gasping due to the sudden closeness .This moment I was started worrying if I lost my virginity last night , hell i practically thought if he used protection.   Dammit...             
   His lips were nibbling my earlobe and his voice turned a shade huskier .
" Well last night , you and me did ......"
  He stopped , his voice dripping with amusement and my heart lost its ability to pump blood I guess , cos my face turned pale  .  I think he too noticed that , so he  answered , I mean finished the answer.
" Nothing ." He snapped back to his cold tone quickly .
I couldn't get relieved anymore . 
" You blacked out " he responded and quickly moved aside , giving me back my personal space which was already invaded too many times that it didn't seem personal anymore.
" Oh... "
That was all that came out of my mouth .
Finally my heart restored to normal, but poor thing didn't know what was coming next .
To ease up the situation , I asked what was the least related question.
" Well when is the professor coming to teach me ?" My voice was more desperate than I wanted it to be .

" The home tuition is cancelled . The professor won't come anymore".  He informed in his usual cold self which seemed more bitchy too me right now .
" What....!!??.."
Without answering my question, he left closing the door . Leaving me in a torn state with only my poor towel to hold my heart in one piece .