chap 11 *6-18-20* 😩

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arianna la'nae
lil time skip....

"push the baby guhhh!" chris said holding my hand as i was out of breath.

"oh my gawd— i cant do this Chris." i said and he held my hand tighter.

"please mamas." he said and i closed my eyes and took a deep breath before pushing.

i heard li cries and dozed off into a deep sleep.

"hey

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"hey." i heard and looked and seen my daddy. "dad.."

"why can't you be happy for me and your mom." he said. "cause you didn't love me and she running right back to you." i said.

it was like i was still 17 but my voice was like i was 6 or 7. i can't explain it.

"well i love your mom. but i don't love you. you don't deserve a dad." he said.

i started to cry. "but why?" i asked. "i can't raise a daughter. i can't talk about periods and boyfriends." he said reaching behind his back.

"what are you doing. leave me alone." i said. "haha. no one will love you." he said cocking the gun back.

"please— i need my child." i said. "what you gone name her?" he asked.

"amari." i said. "ha— aarianna and amari. what about Camari ?" he asked.

"i don't want to give her that name." i said. "you don't respect my wishes!" he screamed and sent a slap to my face.

i couldn't feel it but i was still scared.

"bye Arianna. so well." he said and pressed the trigger.

"AH!" i screamed and shot up and chris shot up and Amari started to cry.

"what's wrong?" chris asked. "bad dreams." i said.

i picked up amari and rocked her before placing my boob in my mouth, watching as she latched on.

a knock hit the door and i covered my boob, still feeding her.

mark, jacob, macei, mykel, and everyone else came into the room.

"awnn! lemme see my niece." paisley said, reaching her arms out.

"look at my god daughter." macei coo'ed as i unlatched her and covered myself back up.

"y'all gotta get in the bed cause i don't want my daughter hitting the floor." i said.

paisley got comfortable in the bed and i gently gave Amari to her.

"hold her head." i said and paisley watched her fall asleep.

"yo, you really got a child! that's crazy." grabrielle said and mark secretly grabbed her butt as she was hugged up on jacob.

she pressed her butt against his print and he left the room.

"bae i'm gonna go pee right quick." she said and left as i chuckled.

grabrielle.

"come on we gotta hurry up." i said to mark. "aight." he said and pulled his pants down

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"can i hold him?" i asked arianna. "you're good." she said and harmony grabbed her next after getting comfortable in the bed.

i rolled my eyes and scoffed as my phone started to ring.

"i'll be back." i said.

"hello." i asked, worried. "yes hello Harmony Rodriguez." the doctor said.

"yes?" i asked.

"i am doctor atria. and it says here that you have tested positive for STD's and HIV's. your pregnancy test is negative and you do not have chlamydia." she spoke.

my heart dropped hearing that i was gonna have to deal with this.

"is there any cure for either one?" i asked. "umm, std has a cute. HIV cannot be cured but there is something you can take so you don't have a risk of death." she spoke.

i shook my head and my eyes started to water. "when can i come get the things?" i asked.

"you can come to the office in about 2 days around 3:30 and i'll give you the instructions. would you like to make the appointment then?" she asked.

"yes.. i'll be there." i spoke and rubbed my eyes.

- i'm positive.. 😔

mama🤞🏾 :
are you serious Gabrielle ? you can never keep your legs closed i see . when are you going to get the things .

- mama i'm sorry that i get horny and i have needs . and in 2 days at 3:30 and the doctor is gonna give me instructions.

mama🤞🏾 :
after you get this stuff, you're moving out of my house and you moving with your sister. i already texted her.

- mama..?
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"you gave me that sh*t?" i heard and looked up seeing mark. "i-i-" i stuttered and he came and grabbed my hair.

he drug me outside and we were deep in the woods.

i'm not gonna make it out. 

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