Character: Remus Creativity Sanders (From the series Sanders Sides)
This monologue occurs after the most recent video; Selfishness Vs Selflessness Redux
The following paragraph/s depict Remus's opinions and thoughts.
Remus's P.O.V:
"After Virgil left us, Janus promised that he would never do the same. But after the occurrences of the last episode, I realise now that I should never have trusted the words of a Liar. I thought that Janus would comfort and console me as he did after The Split. I was wrong. So very wrong.
Janus betrayed me. He broke whatever mutual bond we had when he was accepted by the 'Light Sides'... How could I have been so stupid? To think that he meant it when he said that he cared for me... that he LOVED me...
It's funny... My own brother abandoned me, Virgil abandoned me.... Janus abandoned me...
Am I nothing to him? Would any of the others even care if I ducked out? Patton would be glad if I did. I'm sure he would be. He hates that I give Thomas 'Those Thoughts' so he probably wouldn't even notice, let alone care.
Virgil would be overjoyed. He hates me. He's made that obvious.
Logan... dear old Nerdy Wolverine himself. I don't know how he'd react. Does he even feel anything? Of course, he does! He was overjoyed when Thomas said that he was 'cool'. And did you see how miserable he was when he was benched at the trial? He wasn't even included! He was just discarded like a broken doll... At least we're broken dolls together...
My brother.... Roman. Roman Creativity Sanders. He is the personification of a Disney Prince... Though, he is very clueless. I don't understand him. After the split, Patton whisked him away and now I'm alone. My own brother loathes me and that's all thanks to Patton.
I can see why he would. Roman is just... Perfect. He's so gracious and even though he doesn't show it... he's got the kindest heart. While I, Remus Creativity Sanders... I'm nothing but the embodiment of Intrusive Thoughts. There's nothing good about me...
Now that I put it like that... I can see why Janus abandoned me...
Though I thought he cared about me... I was obviously wrong about that.
[REDACTED] stays in his room all of the time. I don't think he knows that I exist.
Oh well. I see how much I'm valued now.
And my calculations come to a score of... nothing. The others don't care about me.
Why would they?
I'm just negative."
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