Harry's POV
*"Haz. Harry? Harry!" A high pitched voice complains. Ugh I can't even begin to guess the time of day, but it's definately still dark outside. "Yes babe?" I say groggily, not noticing the sadness within the voice, "Uhm, it's Lou..." "Oh hey Lou Boo!" I exclaim a bit to excited. Than I see the tears. His tears. They look beautiful as they glisten in the moonlight, slowly sliding down his cheeks. Uhm did I just say that he is beautiful...?! No I meant his TEARS. Water is pretty... Am I right? "Awhh BooBear what's the matter?!" I almost yell in shock. He NEVER cries. EVER. "Uh," his voice stiffens and his sparkling blue eyes hold back the tears that have yet to fall, as if I would judge him. He's my best friend. That would be wrong. And just plain cruel. "Go on Louis, it's okay now. You're with me, you know I would never judge you---" I stop speaking and loojk into his eyes. He stars back with his beautiful blue orbs. (I'm not even going to make an excuse. They are beautiful. Everyone knows that!) He lifts his eyes from the floor and quickly glances at me, before I hear his voice try to talk but his sobs turn the words into a hiccupie cough. "Settle down Boo. You're safe with me. Was there a thunderstorm or something?" He hardly shakes his head. I glance outside. It' clearly not raining. My heart sinks. Why is he so upset than? I don't think I've ever seen him anything but outgoing and happy (unless there is a storm).
"Oh hell no Louis, did fuck with you?! DID SOMEONE HURT YOU?!!!" I yelled completely serious, and enraged as I've ever been.
He tried to speak again but just ended up forcing a smile, which I assumed meant "no". "You're lying. Tell me what the fuck happened! If someone hurt you in any way I WILL KILL THEM!" I screamed which such anger that I felt my cheeks heat up, mosr likley cherry red. I paced my dark, icy hotel room. I stopped pacing and starred into his eyes, trying to force the truth out of him. He looked a bit guilty, but I couldn't really tell, his teary eyes were just to sad to read. "Where did they hurt you?" I said, calming my tone down. I patted on my bed, for him to sit next to me. He accepted my offer and pointed to his chest. Why did he point to his chest? Oh yeah... "Wait someone hurt your chest?" I said with a hint of fear sliding through my filtered emotions. I quickly moved his hand away and almost tore his shirt up and off "Where?" I looked for bruises, or scratches, or any sign of pain. He chuckled grimly at my misunderstanding. Oh, he meant his heart... Someone broke his heart. Who was he dating again... My mind searched for who his latest girlfriend was. I was having another brain fart. Begins with an 'E'... I know it starts with an 'E'... El.. Oh god damn! How could I forget Elounor! Ugh im so stupid! They have been dating for almost a year and a half now! Ugh why do I always babble! "It's El...? Louis, I had no idea, I'm so sorry." I did have an idea actually. She has been seen with Justin Bieber multiple times now. It' obvious what's going on :( but how could someone be heartless enough to cheat on Lou! It'd be like punching a baby... Ugh. I searched for sympathetic words to speak. "I... I.. I wish I... Is there anyway that I can help you?" I looked at him. He looked so vunerable, and broken. "BooBear?" His sobs grew louder and more out of breath. How could I leave him sitting on the edge of my bed, so helpless and lonley. "Harry..." He hardly slipped the words out of his thin, tear covered lips. "Yes Boo?!" I yelped frantically. Hoping not to scare him. "She's dead." My mouth dropped to the floor. No, this can NOT be happening. Dead?! It's to big of a word! To meaningful yet at the time it won't sink in as anything but a word. No. It's too much for Louis' little happy heart to take. "I... If I could trade places with her, I would. For your sake." What just came out of my mouth. "No haz, you wouldn't. Because I hate her. I hate her with all of my heart." WHAT JUST CAME OUT OF HIS MOUTH? I WASN'T TO FOND OF HER EITHER BUT... THEN AGAIN I WASN'T DATING HER! WHATTTT? "Wha--- wha-- what???" I was in more shock than I assumed humanly possible. "I hate her. I really do!" He half yelled. "No Lou, I know you. You couldn't hate anything. You couldn't even hate the Big Bang Theory! And that show sucks." I wasn't trying to make a joke. But there again was that grim laugh. It scared me. Why would he laugh. I mean I am HYLARIOUS and everything...but still! "She... She cheated on me." He whimpered. I gasped, as if I was suprized. "Oh Louis, you still don't hate her though..." Whispered, almost sounding like a question. "She overdosed on drugs." I gasped for real this time. He leaned into my chest and let it all out. I know he wasn't looking to argue, so I dropped it, though I knew that he couldn't really hate her. "How do you know that she cheated?" I asked, hoping not to seem to nosey. "It was that damn Bieber. I though we were friends! Harry he betrayed me! And killed my girlfriend! Than again if she wasn't such a fucking whore maybe she would be dead right now!" The word 'dead' stabbed into my heart like a blade. I slipped out of Louis' arms and sprinted to the toilet, releasing my supper into it. This isn't Louis. He wouldn't talk like that. ABOUT ANYONE. He cried loudly and gasped for breath while he ran out of my hotel room, slamming the door behind him.*
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