My bully//Ryland storms😚

🤬Ignoring me🤬

I wake up not feeling like school
Ry: hey I know your not wanting to go to school but I have a test so I can't stay home but everyone else will be here except me nick, tony, ondreaz and chase
I: okay I guess
He kisses my head and walks away I lay there for a moment then decide to go downstairs and get food
I walk down and people look then turn away because they know I will run away if they stare. I walk into the kitchen and get cereal and kouvr comes
Ko: hey I'm sorry for what I said
I: it's okay
Ko: really?
I: yes I am a forgiving person anyways wanna come to a water park
Ko: YES
I laugh and go up and get ready now everyone is kinda ignoring me and that feels worse. I get my swimsuit on and clothes and sunscreen and shit and get a bag and go to kouvrs room
Ko: hey what's wrong you look sad
I: now everyone is just ignoring me
A tear slipped from my face
I: it feels worse being ignored than treated differently can we just go
Ko: yes mias coming if that's okay?
I: ye is she ready I don't wanna stand in this house no more
Ko: MIA YOU READY
Mi: YEP JUST GETTING SHOES
We walk downstairs and the boys are asking questions but I ignore them like they ignored me and we got into the car and left. Alex phones kouvr and she answered
Ko: what is it I'm driving
Al: what's wrong with Isobel
Ko: what do you fucking think alex
Al: woah what's wrong
Ko: you and the boys think this shit out yourselves
Al: fine but where are you going
Ko: somewhere goodbye
She hung up the phone and we just talked and drove until we arrived. We all got out and went in and sunbathed for a bit then went down some slides and then got food.
I: thank you for today I probably wouldn't have left my room
Ko&mi: no problem
We finish eating and decided to drive back we had been gone for six hours. We got out of the car and walked in and I went upstairs and they called my name a couple of times till I finally turned around
I: so now you are fucking talking to me
Tb: we are sorry
I: sorry for what I knew this was gonna happen
I walked of and showered and got changed and all the girls can in and mads and kio came over
Di: you can talk to us
I: all the boys except from ryland and kio are treating me differently I asked them not to but they found a way to
C: they don't mean it
I: sway treats me normally
K: true dat
Ma: kio not helping
K: sorry
I: no it is actually a help I need a drink
Tg: no
I: yes
I grab my skateboard and walk out the room and out the front door and to sway and I went in
I: hey bitches
Br: kio and mads aren't here
I: oh I know I just can't stand being in that house
B: why
I: they are all fucking treating me differently
Q: why?
I: because of my autism
A: oh yeah I forgot
I: exactly I ask them to make things normal and treat me the same but instead they just ignore me
J: really
I: yes well the girls aren't but all the boys are
Br: lemme guess you came for a drink?
I: yes and people that don't treat me differently
Br: okay drinks in the pantry
I: k
I go in and get some vodka and just start chugging it. It burned like hell but it was good
Ja: woah slow down
I: why should I
I sit on my skateboard and start crying cause I was drunk the boys came over and hugged me and lifted me onto the couch and I fell asleep
I woke up on the couch and I remembered storming out and shit then I saw mads and kio next to me
I: guys you've got school
K: what so do you
I: I'm not going im going to see Sam and Payton
K: oh okay well I'm not going I'm tired
Ma: same ima spend the day with Jaden
I stand up and text Sam and Payton and they said they'd meet me
I: HEY GUYS IM GOING
Everyone: BYEEE
I skate home and go through the door and go up and get ready and do a couple of tiktoks and post them and go downstairs
Al: shouldn't you be at school
I: no
Al: ye you should
I: see you answered you own question and right now I should be with Sam and Payton but I'm late
Al: don't use my car
I: whyyyyyy
Al: only if you let me and kouvr drive you
I: why?
Al: do you want to go or not
I: fuck sake fine
We get into the car
Ko: Alex talk
Al: okay so I'm sorry Isobel I didn't want to ignore you and I didn't know I was I thought it was best to give you space and I would never treat you differently because we are all the same can you forgive me
I: okay and yes I'm a forgiving person and I want an apology like that from every one of you then I will be happy and I mean the boys by the way
Al: okay thanks and I will tell em that
I: i was joking
I laugh
They drop me off at the zoo we didn't know where to go so just came here and I saw sam and Payton and hugged them
I: okay so I have something to tell you
Sa&pay: what are you pregnant
I: NOOOO
Sa: well then what is it
Pay: are you and ryland dating
I: nope I have autism
Sa: really
I: yes so don't treat me differently
Pay: why would we do that?
I: because everyone at the house already has and I'm still waiting for all the boys proper apologies
Sa: well we would never do that
I: thanks
Pay: anyways I'm hungry
I: same
Sa: same here
Pay: lets get chips
I: and a milkshake
Sa: and sauce
We laugh and go get our food and walk round the zoo and talk and then we go back to hype and we walk in and there's a huge banner saying "sorry Isobel :(" I smiled and said
I: your forgiven
Everyone: really
I: for the last time I'm a forgiving person I don't hold grudges unless they really pissed me off
They all hug me I was about to ask for ice cream
Ry: Ice creams in the freezer
I: YAY
I Run and get some and everyone laughs I eat my ice cream and sit And think it's graduation in a couple of weeks hmmmm