chrysanthemums. -eren jaeger

needy [gn]

Warning: mentions of adult work, porn, NSFW
[Ft: Needy by Ariana Grande]

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You tried to hide a sigh as Eren kissed your forehead. But, the man beat you to it. "Hey, don't worry," He said, pushing the stray hairs away from your face. "I trust this person. They won't direct with anything that involves knife play,-"

"I just don't want you hurt again, like last time."

"I won't, I promise." Eren pressed another kiss to your forehead, then your cheek. His affections were mostly directed towards you. You weren't lying if you say that you don't like it. You smiled a bit.

"Eren-" You curled your arms around your knees as you sat at the love seat inside his large green room- all for by himself and himself only. But, with you as his girlfriend, well, you can't remember those many times you and him did things on that loveseat alone. "I-It's fine," You stared at him, he was sitting beside you with an arm around your shoulders, wearing only a velvet robe, as he was getting ready for his next scene.

"It doesn't matter what your choice of career is, just know that,.." You gulped, why was it so hard for you to say an 'I love you' just before his scenes? Eren seemed to notice your discomfort, he kissed you once more, this time on your lips.

You kissed back, with as much passion as he gives to you through the affection. You were the first one to break off. Smiling up at him, you moved his stray hairs that seemed to escape from his low bun. His hair was growing, he once asked you if you wanted him to cut it; you declined, saying that he looks even more handsome with that. Also, it was more useful when you pulled on it.

"Please, just know that I love you."

Eren smiled, "I know. We both tend to be a bit needy sometimes, isn't that right, huh babe?"

You smiled back, "Yeah. Needy."

The brunette leaned in to kiss you once more but then a knock on his door interrupted the two of you. He was back to his apathetic expression again. You stood up, went to the door then opened it; it was one of the crew members.

"Eren will be up in five." You nodded, then looked at your lover. He nodded, standing up from the seat and adjusting his robe. The assistant nodded at you two, then walked away, you assume that they need to help in directing the scene. Eren went near you, then kissed you again, grabbing the back of your head. He pulled away, breathless, "You're gonna stay here?"

You smiled up at him, "Yeah, might as well caught up with at least a few minutes of sleep."

Eren smirked. "Ah-I did really tire you out yesterday huh-?"

Flustered, you clamped your hand around his chapped lips "Shh! Just go-I'll see you later!" You pushed him out of the door, and was closing it until he pushed the door open and gave you one last peck and a wink. "See ya."

You finally closed the door, heart beating fast. Placing a hand on your running heart, you softly smiled. How were you going to get used to his antics even though you two were already dating for more than two years now. Man, just a while ago you were worried about him doing knife play-

Sitting on the love seat, you hugged your knees once again. Oh yeah, the last time he did knife play, he came back with bits of blood and scars. Needless to say, even though it was his job after all, you can't help but worry.

You closed your eyes, sighing, then you pulled out your phone and earphones, plugging them in then going directly to play your music on shuffle. You can feel your reflection, if that makes any sense, with the loveseat just being in front of a wide mirror, the light bulbs surrounding it te only one illuminating the room.

'And I could be needy,
Way too damn needy
I can be needy
Tell me how good it feels to be needed.'

You were trying to sleep. When you first started dating Eren, you were at first workmates, with you being your part time job as a makeup artist of other pornstars, then you crossing paths with him, and the rest was history.

'We both tend to be a bit needy sometimes,'

You were going to admit, his words were right. You two tend to be a bit needy a bit sometimes. But what can you say, you were in a relationship, with a pornstar of some sorts. You don't care though,

..because you know that he will always love you, and you will always love him.

You finally drifted off into a deep slumber, with those thoughts calming your raging mind.

Eren may have seen countless bodies of men and women in this kind of work field he is in, but those are nothing compared to you. You were different. You never did judge him when he asked you to be his girlfriend, especially that he was working in adult films. You never were any of his previous relationships. He knows, certainly, that you love him for who he is, and he will always love you forever because of that.

"Ready?" The director said from their seat, Eren and the girl beside him nodded, "Lights, camera, action!"

As he proceeded to kiss his coworker's neck, and pushed her on the soft bed, he couldn't help but think of you, instead of the raven haired girl underneath him. He couldn't help but picture you, your smile, your kisses, your passion and most of all, your love.

After all, he sometimes does tend to be needy for you.

End.

I'm thinking of making this into a series of one shots/ scenarios with him as a ahm...pornstar- JDJDJDJDJ but I'm also already starting on the the other one hekhok

I had this thought ever since the start of quarantine here in bloody old Philippines, and do forgive me if I cant really write the character's emotions entirely well, ahAHAH-

Also, I apologize for not updating the Mikasa Ackerman and Zeke Jaeger books (I still have not given up on them, nor I will ever, also, I'm still working on the stand alone Eren one,) however, a have a new oneshot book to write on :)). Hint: they're from the warriors :D and I am at currently at only 2k words hNGGG it's not enough for now :(( but I do really hope you all would read it once it's published, lets say maybe a few weeks from now? HSJSJDJD

LAST: Check out my other books! :D
'Oh no, oh yes!' a Mikasa Ackerman sugar mommy au
'The man in the black suit' a Zeke Jaeger mafia au

Thanks for reading!